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Thursday, December 21, 2006

And soo left 1 and half day to go.. savouring what's left of my singlehood. It's hard to leave it and embark to a new beginning. Whatever it is... im saying gdbye to myself... the old self.

Alot of things in my mind now but i cant seems to type it out. But here are some... I foresee myself writing it again aft the event but as for now... here goes...

SHOUT OUT TO....

To SHALYNN aka ELISHCHIC, WAN and ADEQ... thx a zillion for helping me out in this whole event, listening to my silly crappy jokes, stupid clowny faces, teary moments, those nite supper, shopping madness, crazy laughters, cam-whoring, silly poses aka model tak jadi, idiotic dance moves... and everything under the sun and moonlite! Thank you guys!

To my lovely peeps who have been with me through my ups and down, I thank you for being there for me. To my crushes(u know who u are.. Brad, Orlando, Wentworth Miller... and esp those in Singapore... haha.. cant believe im saying this!!! i need to ok?? it's been sweet knowing you all but my heart belongs to somewhere else and only to him that it will beats. To my foe(do i have any?? of course I DONT lah)... hahaz!!! or maybe i donno if they exists???

And so i end this singlehood entry... hope to c U gorgeous babes and hot dudes on...

'e GLaMorOus WeDDinG oF e YeAr'!!!!
10:01 AM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Sunday, December 17, 2006

Yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhhhh!!! As of tomorrow, I'm finally on leave! Hahahaha *evil laughter*. I'm away from complaints, emails, the pretty annoying phone calls for at least a mth?? Hopefully! Hah!

Anyway not to forget my darling angels who are soo hardworking. Working dgn semangatnye.. heehee... u know who u are!!! I'm telling u babes... that i'm enjoying it. Pre-tai tai TAK JADI!

I'm lying if I said that I'm soo free.. hell no! Ahead of me are soo many things that need to be done. Rush here and there. U know like... Amazing Race wannabe.

Kick start in the morning.. I mean really morning.. say exactly 3am??!!! My lovely bro(oh yea.. he's back! He suprised me. Didnt tell me that he get to go home) woke me up in my deep sleep. Grinning michievously, he point to the mini living room. With my cat eyes half close, I pretend to look at the thing that he's pointing then mumble something to him. Then he woke me up again.. this time fully awake cos I was shocked to see a big box. He bought a tv... lcd tv! He bought it without me... notty notty bro. Anyway he got all excited. Telling me that he's gonna use it to play XBOX. He even plan to get PS-3 which cost a bomb. I bet... we're gonna get hook up with gaming once again. Once sweetie move in... i guess the 3 of us will spend most of the time gaming. Back to the main topic, at that very moment we unwrap it, connect it, on it and tune it! My skills are getting better babe... seriously all those trainings do help! Even my bro asked me how i did it. Hah! We spend 1 hr admiring the tv. The owner of course lah... not me! I'm tired of seeing lcd tvs at work.

Today, sweetie, bro and me went to the cemetery to pay respect to my late lovely mom. It was raining heavily but it didnt stop us. Luckily the taxi driver who happens to be a malay wait for us and even lend us his umbrella. I was really sad to see her grave. Sad that she's not there to be with me. I bet if she were alive, she'll be giving me advices, smile at me, admiring me while I dressed up and even shed happy tears on my day. Sadly it's not gonna happen. I pray for her and asked for her blessings.

We then head to JP. Bro want to get hp. Once he made up his mind, the hp that he wants is out of stock. All over the place. Pity him.. Tomorrow i'm heading to town, if lucky I might get him the phone.

Gtg.. i'm utterly sleepy.. cos of my 3am alarm! So c ya babes!
8:36 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Thursday, December 14, 2006

I'm uncertain of what I'm feeling rite now. Sometimes thoughts can go wild... at times it can seems ridiculous and at times I do want it to happen. But the latter seems impossible to achieve. Y must it occurs now y not before. Maybe it could bring a different chapter in my life. No point of turning back as it cant be change. Yesterday was history and tomorrow you wont know what's coming. Oh gosh! I hope this feeling will go off soon. Just like the monsoon season passing by.

Migraine visit me again today. Most probably due to high level of stress. I really need a break from those. I wanna fly out of here.. soon real soon. What I need is to relax myself.. away from the crowd, phones, emails, complaints... almost everything. I'm anticipating for the trip next yr with the babes as well. Hopefully it would really turn out. I cant wait to set my eyes to those beautiful sceneries in store for me.
8:38 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006

I admit defeat.. no matter how hard I tried to be strong but I cant. I seem to breakdown. Greetings when I reached home is never the same again, no one to crap in Korea language with me, no more silly dance partner, no more arguements abt the tv channels... in short I'm feeling lonely without my bro. Maybe it's normal for some of you bt it's not for me. It' only been 2 days that he served his ns. I wonder how he's been doing? Is he eating enough? Esp rainy days he tends to get hungry very often. Is he doing ok inside there? He hasnt call me since he's in. Im worried... worried if anything happen to him. Allah... pls help me to be strong and I hope he is fine and adapting well in there and hopes that he didnt face any trouble.
10:32 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Sunday, December 10, 2006

DnD @ HiLtoN 091206

The day that I'll never forget. It was indeed a fun evening and unforgettable event too. It took 2hrs plus to get ready. Shalynn and myself was soo excited! Not sure the reason why but maybe because this is our 1st time attending it together. So when 2 bestfrens are together.. they do things together.. at times crazy/silly things together. We didnt really follow the theme that was instructed by our HR team. Cos it's kinda lame.. i was thinking that it might be 'Hollywood Stars' or 'Celebrity Look-alike' or 'Night to Stars Awards'. You know something like that.. kinda flashy. But instead they follow the colours of the company logo. It's fine with me initially but then I read that the whole table was given a colour code and you have to wear that colour code instructed. Our's?? It's white! Hell no I'm gonna wear white babe. I've already decided what to wear and so I did what I'm pleased with. Sound rebel? At least I'm confident on what I'm wearing.

Maybe next yr I shld take over or maybe get involve in the making? haha... gosh! At least someone could come up with some brilliant ideas. Nawh???

And so we came a lil late.. stars wanna-be rite?? I know u guys wanna puke already. But not everyday that you get a chance to do so. We took photos just like typical DnD goers did every yr. The event started with Las Vegas dancers wanna-be making entrance to the stage. They look awesome! So gorgeous in their little clothes.. u know what I mean. Game session was kinda fun. They had hard time finding a representative on each table just like ours. No one wanna volunteer and so the emcee decided to play a lil game which all the ppl on the table have to start passing our table no and follow the music.. and if it stops... that person is the representative of that table. And guess what??? The music stops at ME!!! All the leaders have to stand up... on their chair. I feel kinda embarrassed though but give in cos I dont wanna spoilt the moods anyway. We had to find something that is on our table as per instructed by the emcee. Like 1 10cent coin to put on my right ear, foreign $10 to be rolled up and put on my left ear, 4 hps NOT Nokia brand, 2 smelly man socks which have to be tied on my neck(now this is gross!! i decide to let it pass but still asked the guys to hold on to it 1st), and the last command was 3 strands of white hairs! We are at our losing end cos none of us have white hairs!! So I decided to seat back at my plc.. Kinda stupid though! But the most happening event and unforgetable one is e Best Dress Award. I was been called up on stage by the babes on my table. Hell shit! Thought that the emcee could passed it out but then he's already aiming it. Shit! Another silly thing that I have to participate again. John was being called up on stage as well and same goes for my manager. The 4 guys have to dance to the music which is Elvis Presley followed by some chinese pop song and lastly Ricky Martin. They have to imitate their dance. John did well and so does my manager. For the 4 babes, I thought that we gonna do the same till i saw something furry that the backstage ppl holding... gosh! Like what i've expected. We have to act flirty infront of the audiences. Now that is embarassing!!! Willing or not, I have to do.. and I did bad! haha.. i forgot what to say lastly and the emcee said that u did it nicely but u forgot what to say in the end ah??? wah lau what a waste!!! haha... trust me if u did that on stage.... u're gonna be shaky! cos the VIPS are right infront of the stage. Shalynn took the video and i was like in tears of embarrasment! But it was an experience that I could never ever ever forget! Right Shalynn???

K gotta go now. Tomorrow gotta prepare for all the complaints. Just 1 more wk and I'm off for my leaves!!! YEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Take care lovelies!

N oh... abt the pics??? I'll upload it later aite.. say after the big event?? Cos im too tired to do so. Cheers!!!
10:52 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006

On sunday, attend my fren's wedding at Simei. The lovely gorgeous always, Yana. She look soo stunning. It's been almost a yr since we last met up during our make up lessons. Shada & her sis were there too. We had lots of laughter as usual. Congrats to Islyiana & Muhamad! May you have a blissful marriage!!! I'll upload the pics later on aite...

Yest met up with sweetie. Ya I know we're nt suppose to meet up 1 mth before the event but I'm nt sure if it applies to this modern age. Somebody pls enlighten me. And so it was suppose to light up my day(well of course it did at some point of time) but I'm not feeling any energetic at all infact I'm feeling kinda fatigue. Tired.. too tired to even talk. I felt sorry for him but I manage to pull it off before we head home.

Work today is really chaos. Shortage of staffs is really driving me madness. Wonder when will I get full strength. Well... i just have to endure for a wk or so before having my long break.

Just had a discussion with my caterer to finalise all the things. Alhamdulilah.. so far things are gg well. I just have to relax myself now.

K gotta chg now... wanna ZZZzzzzzz....

Nitez....
8:46 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Saturday, December 02, 2006

Counting my days now.. Trying my best to enjoy what's left of my singlehood. Up till now I cant believe I'm going to wed in less than a mth. 3 weeks to be precise. Changing my Ms status to Mrs. I cant think of myself anymore as I have my other half to think about. It's gonna be lots of changes and will try my best to adapt to my new life. Think it's gonna be a little awkward at 1st but I'm pretty sure that we will be able to make it insya'allah.

Yesterday went to Arab St with bibik. Bought some stuffs and ate at ZamZam restaurant. Life is soo boring without chilli!!! The doc told me to avoid eating spicy foods and dairy products. And so I am an obedient patient huh!

It's really been a while since I last went out with her. It seems that my childhood memories spend with her came alive again. I'm really close to her since I was a kid. She's the one who loves to doll me up besides my mom. She gave me lots of useful tips and advices. Seems like she never age infront of my eyes.
9:47 AM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.




The GirlY
Eyes lay on each other on Sept'01. Happily engaged on June'04. Blissfully married to the same man of my life, Mr N on Dec'06. Him who I adore is my pillar of strength, one who guided me to see the light on the other end and shown me how meaningful life can be.