Been busy for the last few days.. went back late, tired, lack of sleep BUT additional clothing adds up to my collection! Ha! Not really busy with work bt SHOPPING.. yea 3 consecutive days.. imagine it. I'm a true shopaholic who just cant get enuf. My shopping babes are kinda give up on me cos im a true fashion freak, choosy, perfectionist n on top of that i can just spend an hr or 2 in just 1 shop! Haha... Those who had been my shopping victims, i apologised for such a lng wait.. hehee!
gotta have tis..
Yest was out with my baby.. who else than my lovely fiance! Went to Tangs cos i got free vchs given by my company (damn! they are damn rich.. imagine u gotta give $150 or more vchs to more than 1000 ppl??). Need to get my compact powder cos running out of it. Head straight Chanel.. n baby's eyes was abt to pop out of the socket.. reason?? I spend abt more than 600 bucks just a couple of mths ago for my make up thingy n here i am again to splurge.. sorry baby.. i just cant resist.. bt anyway i got the vchs so no worries! But i didnt spend it all. Thinking of getting something for him bt there's nothing nice there. N i rarely go to Tangs cos their stuffs there are quite limited.. u can easily find me ard Taka.. oh i love that plc! Went to Swensons again.. for dinner.
us while waiting for seats.. (sempat eh!)
Thot tat we cld catch a movie bt the shows are mostly fully book so end up we walked ard.. Meet up with his sis n head hm.. Hm.. im feeling a lil tired bt at the same time feeling like posing inf of my cam phone.. so here's the outcome!
the un-glam background.. bt i don give a damn! i'll pose anywhere.. ;p
sweet me!
wat else can i say! i love cameras..
9:16 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Why? Been asking myself y the B n B are being soo secretive abt the whole matter. For goodness sake! The whole world already knew abt the bloody thing that's happening. Wondering when will they ever face reality. It was really funny to look at the way they react.. HAHA.. it's kinda loopy. N another thing, I hate ppl who make up stories to gain sympathy?!! Not sure if it's real or nt. But my instinct tells me that it's totally a fake. N i'm telling u.. yeah U! that I'm the last person that u might want to kid with. I wont be fool with your foolish games. Oh wateva!
Hw? Think i'm spending again.. Pls tell me hw am i gg to stop all my shopping sprees?? I cant help it. My hand just kept on itching. Like today. i'm suppose to chill out with Joey at Starbucks a while. So i decided to head to Raffles City (cos im bloody tired with Marina & Suntec). Instead of heading straight to Starbucks, we head to Robinsons. Initially i wanted to get my Chanel lipgloss bt end up heading to M.A.C. N splurge 100 bucks. Oh lyea, when will u ever stop getting things which r unnecessary? Gee.. i felt guilty cos i bought something that i dont really need at the moment except for lipgloss. Hw?
When? Where? In the office, we've been talking abt our wkend getaway. The problem lies is when r we heading n where. Redang? Tioman? Phuket? Bintan? Port Dickson? Desaru? Babes, pls make up our minds. Really.. cos it's been almost a mth nw n yet we still in vain.
10:41 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Today like any other day i'm loaded with paper work. Wonder when will it ever end. N it's just coming every min every sec.. Time are soo limited. Hw i really wish that i cld freeze the time like one of the movies.. ClockStopper. I can just take my own sweet time to finish up my work w/o worrying abt the time and by the end of the day i finished my job n knock off on the dot! Life would be wonderful... ya rite! Unrealistic at all.. Well some time, u need to imagine some stuffs that u already no it's nt gonna come true... daydreaming!
I'm finding myself to be more calm than the days before. N i really hope that i'll stick to it. It has been hard for me so it's time to relax a little. Oh, wondering where's my wkend getaway getting on.. Babes, we're only left with 2 more wks to prepare! So pls finalised on where we're heading to ya.. Been realising something too.. Having a pretty bad mood swing this few days n i think baby is kinda pissed with me.. Sorry dearie i really didnt mean to bt hey u r in the same shoes at times. ;p
10:48 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Monday, January 16, 2006
Just like what i've envisaged and it really happens in spilt secs. I'm nt that shocked cos i knew it was coming all alng.. my instincts are all rite.. nt a single 1 disappoint me! Bt just a lil pissed and really heart breaking.. I still cant believe that the biatch was actually doing it.. rite behind my back! Still remembered the remarks she cast on ... Wat can i say more.. I'm just waiting for her to finally tell me the truth.. Can sense she's feeling a lil guilty nw bt biatch like her dont really have any face niwae.. Im just leaving the way it is n let nature takes it's course. So we'll shall c where it ends.
Today is really nt a gd day i shall say.. Monday blues? Maybe. Work, im totally too tight up. Got to multi-task. By the end of the day im exhausted. I nearly fainted while walking towards the company's shuttle bt luckily i manage to grab a seat (unless there's some cutie pie ard then maybe pretend to faint..? hehe.. dream on babe!). N then there's another issue.. is it fair enuf to get blame aft u've done so much to get some important infos? Hate it when someone's nt appreciative enuf for wat i've done.. nt even a 'thank u' bt just harsh words to leave me feeling down the whole day.
I think i really need a break.. Some wkend getaway? Maybe.. So ppl ya feeling me? Let me no. Cos i really need 1 badly.. desperately.. in need to get out of here..
11:17 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
I've been wanting to stay at hm for at least for 1 wkend & finally i got it! Hee.. I've been slacking at hm for the pass 2 days n i'm enjoying it! Been pampering myself from top to toe.. having enuf of my beauty sleep which i really missed.
In a midst of pampering myself, out of the blue im thinking of someone whom im quite close with. That was the very last thing i had in mind to think about bt i just let my mind linger on. I really hate for wateva she's doing n i don really give a fuckin care if she's reading this cos i want her to know that im nt tat dumb nt to no wat's happening ard me. Call me blondy or bimbo or wateva u like bt the fact is im nt wat u think i am. The fact that i'm acting dumb n pretending nt to know wat's happening ard me. But hey babe! i got eyes to c n ears to listen it's just tat im not blowing it off yet.. U wanna play so welcome to my world n i'll play ur game n ya shall c when the games over, i've got nothing to lose. N oh, did i ever mention to u that this had been gg ard my world for dunno hw many times n im kinda get used to it. Hypocrites tat's wat best describe u. So pls, just cut the craps on acting sweet infront of me cos it's really making me wanting to puke!
11:37 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
2006! A new yr... a new life... Hoping for a gd yr ahead of me.. bt for a start, it hasnt been gd for me.. been worrying abt alot of stuffs.. shld say tat im utterly under stress!!! Im nt being the 'usual' me. Something change which im nt quite sure abt it. I've breached some rules i've set or promise nt to do so.. bt who gives the fookin' abt it aniwae.. ha.. got a new nick from my lovely peeps.. bimbo?? yea.. cos of my hair or my fookin' style..
I've been pampering myself alot.. wat i mean izz tat i pampered myself too much than before. My shopping spree is instantly increasing despite my tight bugdget for this yr.. spa-ing.. mani-pedi.. well almost everything.. top to toe.. bt then again.. who the hell really gives a fookin' care abt tat ya!
Work has been pretty stressful too... my big lady boss had been bugging me for the lawyer's acct thingy n it's damn irritating. There was once that she really get on my nerves n i gave my usual bitchy look at her n she gave me this very long stare at me! oh wat the heck!! helo... if ya thing ya wanna continue that prolong stare.. i welcome it n i think that we shld get out of the office n finish the hell out BUT being professional n trying to keep my cool, i just gave her the most unpleasant smile ever n just walked away.. i think the whole office heard our conversation cos once she starts to open up her mouth it's as gd as u're switching on ur home theater n turn the vol up to the max! However my the other boss, he's very nice towards me. He will make sure that im alrite... check on me if im overloaded with work cos if yes, he'll help me get a back up. Aint he sweet! He got me a new desk too.. sitting beside 1 of the cutest guy in the office.. i'm sensing tat some green eyes ard me... my colleagues gt all over excited knowing that im sitting beside him.. haha.. i no wat u're thinking..
So this is it.. my new life.. new nick.. blonde bimbo?? wateva girls.. speaking of blonde... i aint a dumb blonde bimbo ya... esp to someONE who might be reading this... i no wat ya did last wkday... to all, i'll relate this experience of mine which i've been gg through for donno hw many times on my later entries.. for nw, enjoy ya wkend n life to the fullest!
11:17 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.
The GirlY
Eyes lay on each other on Sept'01. Happily engaged on June'04. Blissfully married to the same man of my life, Mr N on Dec'06. Him who I adore is my pillar of strength, one who guided me to see the light on the other end and shown me how meaningful life can be.
gotta have tis..
us while waiting for seats.. (sempat eh!) 
the un-glam background.. bt i don give a damn! i'll pose anywhere.. ;p
sweet me!
wat else can i say! i love cameras..