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Monday, October 02, 2006

Seems like as time goes by... im becoming more n more busy with the preps n getting lesser n lesser in the blogging world. Sort of neglecting my blog world. I do miss reading my bloggie mate's entries, do miss commenting on their entries and of course expanding my circle of frens in the bloggie world. Maybe because im simply to tired to type out cos i've been busy typing the whole day or maybe that im just being too lazy to even on my lappy.. Hah! Whatever the reasons is... i will try to update as much as possible.

There is something inside me that wants to burst out... be it yelling... shouting my hearts out or anything similar to that! How i really wish that 'he' will read this, how i really wish that 'he' could understand my feelings more, how i really wish that 'he' will try to accommodate like i did at times. It's really hard on me to keep agreeing on things that at times i do have to sacrifice on somethings that i dont really agree on. In the end, i felt soo hurt over the things that had been arranged and at times i do blame myself for being too soft-hearted and agreeing to everything just to make others happy. Im not sure if im being fair to myself either. There are times that i really feel like telling those ppl how i really feels and to tell them that i dont agree with their decisions n let me make my own decisions cause i know what is best for me. But i cant be thinking on my own rite... think that will be too selfish?? Well i dunno... i'm confused! I will just hope and pray that someone will respect my decision and pls do understand that i too have my rights in making a decision.
11:50 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.




The GirlY
Eyes lay on each other on Sept'01. Happily engaged on June'04. Blissfully married to the same man of my life, Mr N on Dec'06. Him who I adore is my pillar of strength, one who guided me to see the light on the other end and shown me how meaningful life can be.


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