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Monday, July 03, 2006

Super duper sleepy went reached office just now. Was praying very hard that hopefully not much complaint today & so far alhamdulilah most of them manage to clear. But i think tomorrow gonna be alot. Well.. mostly ppl wont be calling on monday as it's the start of the wk & they need to go for meetings.. do unfinished tasks.. yada yada...besides it's monday.. monday blues!

Mood today?? Guess not my day on this bluey monday. Was feeling really down, in daze & fatigue.

Cant really focus at work cause whatever happened on Sat, I vividly remember each & every single word. Still haunts me though. Have yet to come to any conclusion. Latest news got from my ex-neighbour whom lived just a couple doors away from my dad said that he put words in my mouth saying an impossible thing that I would say to my DAD!!! Gosh what was he thinking! It's really mean of him. He nvr chg since I last saw him like 6 yrs ago.. Now I really need to make a serious decision on all these. Which gonna effect my nikah, future & all. Still confused on shld I let him be my wali?? Every girl would want their dad to be the wali during their important day of their life. As for me, I'm really sad that I wouldnt be able to and even if I cld, there are so many things that are holding me back and there are so many factors that he's not eligible to be my wali. In a difficult situation now. Talked to my manager for advice on necessary action needed. Have yet to call ROMM to make enquiry. Been rather busy this few days. Hopefully tomorrow not that much stuffs for me to follow up so that i cld get away for 10 mins to call them.

Still pending for my new appointment letter. Yet to receive any since May. Pathetic aint it?? Well yea! Gotta wait for the director to approve it will actually take that long man.. Cant believe it! What to do? I still gotta wait til.. dunno when? Hopefully gd news coming up this couple of wks. *fingers crossed* ;p
9:45 PM
Yi'm blinded by the love that u shower me.




The GirlY
Eyes lay on each other on Sept'01. Happily engaged on June'04. Blissfully married to the same man of my life, Mr N on Dec'06. Him who I adore is my pillar of strength, one who guided me to see the light on the other end and shown me how meaningful life can be.


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