Backstage of a Glam Chic

Overly Stress Out

2007-06-10T09:28:00.000+08:00

Too much problem at work resulting me feeling exhausted, sick, tired, migraine. One problem after another. Seems like the whole thing is going down. Yes I'm feeling damn low now. But still trying my utmost to keep my spirit high. Afterall they all need me the most.

I cant sleep yesterday night. Very not like me. Usually once the time past 1030, that it's. My brain send a message to my eyes telling me to call it a day but not for yesterday. Past 12 midnight, eyes still feeling soo fresh. Earlier on i had swallowed 2 Extra Panadols which supposedly makes me groggy and fall asleep but that didnt happen. I managed to close my eyes for about 1/2 hr before being awaken by hub. We cant sleep and end up watchin tv till 230am when his eyes are giving in but not mine. He already in his lala land while me... still bright.. eyes staring into empty space in the room. Then again it strike for the 3rd time... my head felt soo heavy that I feel it will burst out any moment. Took deep breath and exhale a few times. I dont know how many times I did that till I fell asleep. Woke up at 730am with panda eyes and here I am blogging and still feeling groggy. I think that what happen last night was due to stress. I hope tonight I wont be having the same thing and hope that this fever will go off soon.

Tomorrow another long day ahead.. meeting with the Director gives me the chill. Not that I'm totally freaked out upon seeing him. He is utterly one cool Director that I ever known. But i forsee that he is gonna get blown off by the results that we achieved so far. Hey! It's not as if we did not try out best. In fact we did our utmost but due to the fact that we are overwhelmed by the work load that we receive daily because of lack in manpower. Can someone send me a fairy-godmother so that I can happily zap and make a clone out of my current staffs that I have now???!!! Then it will solve the issue and we can deliver the best results ever! So anyone? Hah!

FuLL sTop!

2007-02-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

I dunno what's wrg with blogger nowadays. It's really kinda irritating when i put up all the hard work and it didnt turn up right. And so.. to end my misery of updating my diary(which was suppose to be stress-free end up made me soo flustered!), I've decided to end it here and move on with my multiply acct... and soo if you peeps out there still wondering where i've been.. just add me up in multiply aite!!! Till then ppl... have a great life ahead! muackzzzzz!!!!

www.glamchicdemoiselle.multiply.com

2007-02-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

Im trying to do something to my blog. It's just that I didnt get it right at the moment. Still browsing ard finding for codes and maybe... nice skin so that I can put up a fast change. Though I have my multiply account, I still love my Blogger. Maybe I'm just used to it, albeit Multiply is much easier and user friendly.

Over the week, my body was giving in. I'm easily tired and having headache. Feeling fatigue. Faint 2x at work. Luckily my angels are ard else I dunno where i might stumble onto. I remember I was feeling dizzy the whole the day. The whole office thought I was pregnant.. but then I was like... halo... the aunty came and visit me already lah!! But I cant be sure.. Adeq told me that her friend was having menses and yet she's PREGNANT! Till now I'm like wondering hw on earth can that happen. I mean your ovulation period normally comes aft 2 wks of your menses. Then again I thought.. it's kuasa Allah s.w.t. The loving hubby received a call from Adeq saying... 'Lyea pengsan'.. his 1st reaction was... 'mata dia bukak ke tutup??' 'hw she pengsan??' and with a lil giggle.. he thought that I was playing ard cos I love to animate infront of him each time he's feeling bored.. ya i know... im the clown in the house. Wateva... at least i cld make someone smile each day... sense of satisfaction alrite. I told them that I'm alright(ego.. haha) just that i need rest for a while. N there goes my day at work. I fell asleep.. and the nxt thing i heard was them having briefing. Oh.. my MIL thought I was pregnant too... hee false alarm lah.

Yesterday was lil Afiq's birthday. We had a lil celebration at nenek's place. It was fun having his cousins ard and his sis. They're into karaoke-ing. But I was nt in the mood. So i skip. The cake was nice, the food too.. cos my MIL cook mah. Anyway, hub collected the album, potrait and table tops from Fatimah Mohsin shoot the other day. And wow.. i was excited looking at them. Who will not rite?? Real wedding shoots hah...

The inital weeks... still anticipating for more

2007-02-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

For the past few weeks my schedules are kinda hectic. Doing the same thing almost everyday. Gosh!!! Well at least i have something to do rather than sitting at home doing nothing. Oh yea.. my tiredness level have seen to be increasing. Just pass me a pillow and with comfortable position, poof in 5 mins im gone to my wonderland! Hah!! That shows hw tired I am.

I've pick up a new hobby or shall I say re-live my olden days back then when I was a kid(8 yrs old??) which is ..... prawning/fishing! Believe me I had fun. I was exile when we 1st head there. We?? Well... hub, Wan(bestman... who got us into this), me n then there's my bro who came alng later part. I can see the excitement on my bro's face. The last time we both head to sea in a boat was 8 yrs old with our dad every wkend without fail. Such memorable time have since passed on and so only valuable memory are still vividly stuck in my head. This time round we didnt went to sea... nt yet til futher notice. Waiting for my bro to be posted out. Anyway... Wan said that there's a vast improvement in my skills... ;p well boys u gotta work hard then... hehe..

2007-01-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

I've been longing to pen down on my new status and the wonderful event that we both will remember for the rest of our life.

First and foremost... A BIG THANK YOU AGAIN to Shalynn & Wan, Adeq & Fred, Hamitaro & Azmi, my lovely Bro and frens, Shalynn's family, Adeq's family, Yaya and mom for helping me out througout the whole event and to make sure that it goes smoothly. The babes that run errands and met with an accident.. I was soo worried but alhamdulilah u guys are fine. THX A MILLION GUYS!!!!

To my guests... thx for coming and sharing the happiest moments of my life. It really meant alot to me. Be it my current colleagues, ex-Citibankers, ex-Samsung colleagues, bloggers, DMQ, relatives, cousins and my lovely frens. They are too many to be listed down but I do remember you guys. Thank you!

And not to forget ppl behind the scene for decorating the event beautifully, the yummylicious food(seriously I received lots of compliments and even my relatives asking for their namecard!), the lady who is responsible for dressing me up in those utterly gorgeous outfits, wonderful make ups and hairdos, the lovely cupcakes, my beautiful henna, custom-made bunga pahar(i love em to bits!)...

Thx to...

Wedding Decorama - The wonderful touch on the pelamin and decos.. kudos to them and the yummylicious food that one will nvr forget.

Fatimah Mohsin Wedding Gallery - Thx to Kak Imah & her asst Kak Rozie for making me one gorgeous bride(self-proclaimed). The one that you wont forget.. the bride that is way too bubbly & craps alot in the room!

Perfect Frosting - Kak Fai, thx for the lovely cupcakes that are too good to be touch!

Jewel aka Kak Marina - Thx for the beautifully henna. I love em way lots!!!

M's Touch - I'm one fussy customer but she did put a smile on my face for making the bunga pahar that I requested. Thx alot!

Anticipating for the long awaited pixs???? It's on their way now.. so hang on tight!

2006-12-21T10:01:00.000+08:00

And soo left 1 and half day to go.. savouring what's left of my singlehood. It's hard to leave it and embark to a new beginning. Whatever it is... im saying gdbye to myself... the old self.

Alot of things in my mind now but i cant seems to type it out. But here are some... I foresee myself writing it again aft the event but as for now... here goes...

SHOUT OUT TO....

To SHALYNN aka ELISHCHIC, WAN and ADEQ... thx a zillion for helping me out in this whole event, listening to my silly crappy jokes, stupid clowny faces, teary moments, those nite supper, shopping madness, crazy laughters, cam-whoring, silly poses aka model tak jadi, idiotic dance moves... and everything under the sun and moonlite! Thank you guys!

To my lovely peeps who have been with me through my ups and down, I thank you for being there for me. To my crushes(u know who u are.. Brad, Orlando, Wentworth Miller... and esp those in Singapore... haha.. cant believe im saying this!!! i need to ok?? it's been sweet knowing you all but my heart belongs to somewhere else and only to him that it will beats. To my foe(do i have any?? of course I DONT lah)... hahaz!!! or maybe i donno if they exists???

And so i end this singlehood entry... hope to c U gorgeous babes and hot dudes on...

'e GLaMorOus WeDDinG oF e YeAr'!!!!

2006-12-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

Yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhhhh!!! As of tomorrow, I'm finally on leave! Hahahaha *evil laughter*. I'm away from complaints, emails, the pretty annoying phone calls for at least a mth?? Hopefully! Hah!

Anyway not to forget my darling angels who are soo hardworking. Working dgn semangatnye.. heehee... u know who u are!!! I'm telling u babes... that i'm enjoying it. Pre-tai tai TAK JADI!

I'm lying if I said that I'm soo free.. hell no! Ahead of me are soo many things that need to be done. Rush here and there. U know like... Amazing Race wannabe.

Kick start in the morning.. I mean really morning.. say exactly 3am??!!! My lovely bro(oh yea.. he's back! He suprised me. Didnt tell me that he get to go home) woke me up in my deep sleep. Grinning michievously, he point to the mini living room. With my cat eyes half close, I pretend to look at the thing that he's pointing then mumble something to him. Then he woke me up again.. this time fully awake cos I was shocked to see a big box. He bought a tv... lcd tv! He bought it without me... notty notty bro. Anyway he got all excited. Telling me that he's gonna use it to play XBOX. He even plan to get PS-3 which cost a bomb. I bet... we're gonna get hook up with gaming once again. Once sweetie move in... i guess the 3 of us will spend most of the time gaming. Back to the main topic, at that very moment we unwrap it, connect it, on it and tune it! My skills are getting better babe... seriously all those trainings do help! Even my bro asked me how i did it. Hah! We spend 1 hr admiring the tv. The owner of course lah... not me! I'm tired of seeing lcd tvs at work.

Today, sweetie, bro and me went to the cemetery to pay respect to my late lovely mom. It was raining heavily but it didnt stop us. Luckily the taxi driver who happens to be a malay wait for us and even lend us his umbrella. I was really sad to see her grave. Sad that she's not there to be with me. I bet if she were alive, she'll be giving me advices, smile at me, admiring me while I dressed up and even shed happy tears on my day. Sadly it's not gonna happen. I pray for her and asked for her blessings.

We then head to JP. Bro want to get hp. Once he made up his mind, the hp that he wants is out of stock. All over the place. Pity him.. Tomorrow i'm heading to town, if lucky I might get him the phone.

Gtg.. i'm utterly sleepy.. cos of my 3am alarm! So c ya babes!

2006-12-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

I'm uncertain of what I'm feeling rite now. Sometimes thoughts can go wild... at times it can seems ridiculous and at times I do want it to happen. But the latter seems impossible to achieve. Y must it occurs now y not before. Maybe it could bring a different chapter in my life. No point of turning back as it cant be change. Yesterday was history and tomorrow you wont know what's coming. Oh gosh! I hope this feeling will go off soon. Just like the monsoon season passing by.

Migraine visit me again today. Most probably due to high level of stress. I really need a break from those. I wanna fly out of here.. soon real soon. What I need is to relax myself.. away from the crowd, phones, emails, complaints... almost everything. I'm anticipating for the trip next yr with the babes as well. Hopefully it would really turn out. I cant wait to set my eyes to those beautiful sceneries in store for me.

2006-12-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

I admit defeat.. no matter how hard I tried to be strong but I cant. I seem to breakdown. Greetings when I reached home is never the same again, no one to crap in Korea language with me, no more silly dance partner, no more arguements abt the tv channels... in short I'm feeling lonely without my bro. Maybe it's normal for some of you bt it's not for me. It' only been 2 days that he served his ns. I wonder how he's been doing? Is he eating enough? Esp rainy days he tends to get hungry very often. Is he doing ok inside there? He hasnt call me since he's in. Im worried... worried if anything happen to him. Allah... pls help me to be strong and I hope he is fine and adapting well in there and hopes that he didnt face any trouble.

2006-12-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

DnD @ HiLtoN 091206

The day that I'll never forget. It was indeed a fun evening and unforgettable event too. It took 2hrs plus to get ready. Shalynn and myself was soo excited! Not sure the reason why but maybe because this is our 1st time attending it together. So when 2 bestfrens are together.. they do things together.. at times crazy/silly things together. We didnt really follow the theme that was instructed by our HR team. Cos it's kinda lame.. i was thinking that it might be 'Hollywood Stars' or 'Celebrity Look-alike' or 'Night to Stars Awards'. You know something like that.. kinda flashy. But instead they follow the colours of the company logo. It's fine with me initially but then I read that the whole table was given a colour code and you have to wear that colour code instructed. Our's?? It's white! Hell no I'm gonna wear white babe. I've already decided what to wear and so I did what I'm pleased with. Sound rebel? At least I'm confident on what I'm wearing.

Maybe next yr I shld take over or maybe get involve in the making? haha... gosh! At least someone could come up with some brilliant ideas. Nawh???

And so we came a lil late.. stars wanna-be rite?? I know u guys wanna puke already. But not everyday that you get a chance to do so. We took photos just like typical DnD goers did every yr. The event started with Las Vegas dancers wanna-be making entrance to the stage. They look awesome! So gorgeous in their little clothes.. u know what I mean. Game session was kinda fun. They had hard time finding a representative on each table just like ours. No one wanna volunteer and so the emcee decided to play a lil game which all the ppl on the table have to start passing our table no and follow the music.. and if it stops... that person is the representative of that table. And guess what??? The music stops at ME!!! All the leaders have to stand up... on their chair. I feel kinda embarrassed though but give in cos I dont wanna spoilt the moods anyway. We had to find something that is on our table as per instructed by the emcee. Like 1 10cent coin to put on my right ear, foreign $10 to be rolled up and put on my left ear, 4 hps NOT Nokia brand, 2 smelly man socks which have to be tied on my neck(now this is gross!! i decide to let it pass but still asked the guys to hold on to it 1st), and the last command was 3 strands of white hairs! We are at our losing end cos none of us have white hairs!! So I decided to seat back at my plc.. Kinda stupid though! But the most happening event and unforgetable one is e Best Dress Award. I was been called up on stage by the babes on my table. Hell shit! Thought that the emcee could passed it out but then he's already aiming it. Shit! Another silly thing that I have to participate again. John was being called up on stage as well and same goes for my manager. The 4 guys have to dance to the music which is Elvis Presley followed by some chinese pop song and lastly Ricky Martin. They have to imitate their dance. John did well and so does my manager. For the 4 babes, I thought that we gonna do the same till i saw something furry that the backstage ppl holding... gosh! Like what i've expected. We have to act flirty infront of the audiences. Now that is embarassing!!! Willing or not, I have to do.. and I did bad! haha.. i forgot what to say lastly and the emcee said that u did it nicely but u forgot what to say in the end ah??? wah lau what a waste!!! haha... trust me if u did that on stage.... u're gonna be shaky! cos the VIPS are right infront of the stage. Shalynn took the video and i was like in tears of embarrasment! But it was an experience that I could never ever ever forget! Right Shalynn???

K gotta go now. Tomorrow gotta prepare for all the complaints. Just 1 more wk and I'm off for my leaves!!! YEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Take care lovelies!

N oh... abt the pics??? I'll upload it later aite.. say after the big event?? Cos im too tired to do so. Cheers!!!

2006-12-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

On sunday, attend my fren's wedding at Simei. The lovely gorgeous always, Yana. She look soo stunning. It's been almost a yr since we last met up during our make up lessons. Shada & her sis were there too. We had lots of laughter as usual. Congrats to Islyiana & Muhamad! May you have a blissful marriage!!! I'll upload the pics later on aite...

Yest met up with sweetie. Ya I know we're nt suppose to meet up 1 mth before the event but I'm nt sure if it applies to this modern age. Somebody pls enlighten me. And so it was suppose to light up my day(well of course it did at some point of time) but I'm not feeling any energetic at all infact I'm feeling kinda fatigue. Tired.. too tired to even talk. I felt sorry for him but I manage to pull it off before we head home.

Work today is really chaos. Shortage of staffs is really driving me madness. Wonder when will I get full strength. Well... i just have to endure for a wk or so before having my long break.

Just had a discussion with my caterer to finalise all the things. Alhamdulilah.. so far things are gg well. I just have to relax myself now.

K gotta chg now... wanna ZZZzzzzzz....

Nitez....

2006-12-02T09:47:00.000+08:00

Counting my days now.. Trying my best to enjoy what's left of my singlehood. Up till now I cant believe I'm going to wed in less than a mth. 3 weeks to be precise. Changing my Ms status to Mrs. I cant think of myself anymore as I have my other half to think about. It's gonna be lots of changes and will try my best to adapt to my new life. Think it's gonna be a little awkward at 1st but I'm pretty sure that we will be able to make it insya'allah.

Yesterday went to Arab St with bibik. Bought some stuffs and ate at ZamZam restaurant. Life is soo boring without chilli!!! The doc told me to avoid eating spicy foods and dairy products. And so I am an obedient patient huh!

It's really been a while since I last went out with her. It seems that my childhood memories spend with her came alive again. I'm really close to her since I was a kid. She's the one who loves to doll me up besides my mom. She gave me lots of useful tips and advices. Seems like she never age infront of my eyes.

2006-11-25T20:01:00.000+08:00

This very moment I'm really really pissed, furious, frustrated & flustered! I sense something is wrong with my baby... laptop. While waiting for it to on to windows, I noticed that there's this fine red vertical line across the screen!!! It's barely 4 mths old and it's having lcd problem!!! N thx to my bro. I was sooo pissed off. I dont mind letting him use my things but each time it will end up having problems. He was soo obsessed with his anime show in YouTube and watched all the way from midnight til morning. I even set limits myself not to go overboard with it. Afterall it's a laptop and not a hardcore monitor/cpu which can last for hours. Damn! I'm pissed. Really blew my top off. I need to send it dwn for service but at this very moment I dont have the time to do so. In amidst of the preparations which I'm busy with, I have to do additional thing! Stups!!!! That's it! I told him off that no more using it. Cruel?? He'll never learn if I continue giving in!

The whole afternoon was spend watching Goong. All time fav. I know... I've completed the whole episodes but Joo Ji Hoon is sooo irresistable. Besides, the show really touches my heart. Somewhere somehow, it some sort do have some similarities in my real life except that I'm not a Bigung-mama. Except maybe to sweetie, I am.

Had a suprise call from someone that I've been longing to talk to! Aman!!!! My old time buddy. Shalynn, Is and myself have been searching him high and low. Finally he received my 'christmas' card and called me in the evening. I was soo shocked of course n then called Shalynn... n so-bimbos us scream the hell out.

Got to carry on doing my stuffs now. Time is really catching up. Wondering how is it gonna be???

Happy Wkend angels....

2006-11-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for being away for quite long. Days getting nearer and time is really fast. Past week was spend meeting up with my buddies to catch the old gd times and of course sending 'christmas' cards. Last Sat head to JB. Initially was 4 of us, but one of them cldnt make it so lift it up with the 3 gorgeous hip crazy happening biatches... haha! It was fun though abit scary cos again kena kejar with those guys. Gosh! Adeq was walking at the back puffing the polluted air away from me cos my nose is one sensitive nose. Then out of no where a guy started running towards us, Adeq quickly squeeze in between me n Shalynn. Heartbeat stop for a while. But we remain cool, calm, praying that nothing will happen to us. At night we head to Kenny Rogers. Order my all-time fav. I cant resists their muffins! Soo moist n yummylicious! We reached back home ard 11 plus... which initially all promised to be back at 7PM! As if, girls!!!

Sunday, 3 of us met up again with my soon 2 b sis in law. Too bad Is cant join us. When this babes meet up... there's always full of laughter starts from the beginning of the journey til the end. So we head to Pasir Ris for hari raya cum cukur rambut... long distance from west to east babe. But time in the train was really fast cos we craps alot.. way lot! Baby Nabil was sooo irresistably adorable. Took pics but didnt get to carry him cos he's mostly with his dad... 1 cute thing is he cant separate with his dad. He kept on crying til his dad pick him up. He feel soo secure and comfort. We then head to Choa Chu Kang to one of my colleague's plc for his son's circumcision and then finally to Wan's plc. Finally all of us can relax. The cookies are sooo irresistable. Yum yum.... Lynn mane nie kuih coco crunch??? We stayed till 11. I was dead beat man. Tomorrow gotta work. Again we promise to be back by 7 but then again...

2006-11-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today I had fun with my bro. Yes, it's siblings day. I hardly had time for him nowadays that I'm busy. Things that need my attention and I need to organize them. But today is exceptional afterall I need a break too from my busy schedule for the past wks. Hahaz..

And so today I'm a part-time hair-dresser for my one and only bro. He finally made up his mine to shed off that curly afro-like hair. I always envy his nice curls(kalah pompuan) and of course his sooo long eye-lashes too. Not that I have straight hair... I'm content with my princess-curl hair. Thanks to my elders. I've had ppl gg ard and asking me if I had my hair permed or even worse... 'is that a wig u're wearing up there??' I was like... wth! I'm born natural with it.

Back to my part-time job... it's my 1st time using the shredder(is that what u called it?? the one that barber normally use at the shop). I'm doing well at it.. Hehe.. Initally my bro was asking me to do a mo-hawk(is that what's it's called).. n so we did. I had fun shaving here n there. And then finally I shed it all off... botak! Haha.. prefer him that way. Just like in the pics when he was small. Im gonna miss doing this and Im gonna miss my brother. Today is exactly 1 mth left for him before he serve his NS. Darn! Why must he be in on my wedding day. It was really sad. He's the important person that I need at that very moment. To celebrate my happiest day of my life. When he got the letter the other day, I can see how sad his eyes is. He said to me 'so kak, I cant take pic together with you on that day.. sad seh'. Tears was filling up my eyes when he said that. Ape tidak... he gave me a sad face when he said that! Tak sedih??!! We are soo close. I donno how am I gonna react when I send him off later on and how's my life gonna be without him. No night jogs. No one to tease and joke. No one to talk craps in our own language that only both of us can understand. Doing kawaii stuffs that makes my aunt and granny laughed the hell out. I'm gonna miss that moment. Gosh! I gotta be strong. My dear bro... it really saddens me that we're parting.. cos we never part before. U'll be in 1 week before and once u're out, I'm already someone's wife. Life gonna chg and we'll nvr gg to have times on our own. No matter what... like I always say.. U're the best bro that I have in the world!!! I will treasure those times that we had be it those bad times and gd times.. Moments to be cherished as siblings. Yes I will..

2006-11-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

This wk is another busy week again. Had a discussion with the important babes for my big day the other day. It's was fun. Full of laughter as usual. Gosh! Am I gonna miss these days once I've moved on to a different status in my life? Well I hope not! Babes pls dont ever leave me out on such gathering k.. Doesnt mean I'm officially his soon that I cant have my girls nite out!! K??!!! Promise??!! Muackzzz!!

Im utterly excited cos... the photos are ready. Called up the shop just now. Happens that my bonkers photographer picked up the call. He told me he need to check and soon aft he called sweetie. Appt confirmed tomorrow! Oooo... cant wait to see the results. Wonder how it turns out?? *fingers cross*

Deco ppl called up to confirmed appt in the afternoon. Time to choose my bedsheet. Again tomorrow I gotta rush here and there. Then will have to proceed to malay bridal boutique to re-select the outfit. Fickle? I just find the outfit that we chose the other day doesnt suits the deco in my room. Futhermore I need to discuss some stuffs with them.

K... gotta rest now. Take care ppl!

2006-11-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

Last sat... I finally get what I wanted. Dunkin' Donuts & my Kenny Rogers! Finally... aft the long wait. Nur lah nie... give me all the temptations and I bet I put on more weight. No! I cant do that... I need to focus to cut down the weight. We head to Holiday Plaza, went to one of the hair saloons there. Shalynn did her highlight while I get my hair cut by a kinda cute hairstylist. It was fun.. we made new friends at the salon. They are bunch of nice ppls. N I'm being a fussy person, finally found my perfect hairstylist. Previously most of the time I will 'hair cut-hop' to find the most suitable stylist who can cut and style my hair. N finally I found 1 but.. at JB?? Gosh that is damn far. But a trip to the other side of the island once a mth shld be ok lah. Futhermore I've already planned to colour my hair there. What's the colour?? Haa... u'll be suprise. But not now.. gotta wait till everything is settle. So it cld be nxt yr.

Yest head to town with sweetie. We watched The Covenant. The main leading actor was absolutely cute! Hmm... gorgeous. He is Steven Strait aka Caleb Danvers. He is soo cool with those hunky body full of abs. Hmm... *wild imagination*.. haha.. im kidding ;p The movie was full of action albeit a little short one.

the cutie pie.. Steven Strait

The Day is getting nearer. Yest sweetie said something that really touches my heart. Somehow inside of me develops a weird kinda feeling after listening to him. Uncertain of what it is exactly. Burst into tears?? Excited?? Sad?? Im not sure that I'm gg into it. It's so surreal. It really scares me at times though. In just less than a mth I'm gonna be someone's Mrs. Entering a new level of life and changing my status. Im not sure how well I'm gg to adapt in the new environment. But I do hope and pray for the best. Nobody is perfect and I'm that nobody.

2006-11-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

Feeling fatigue, motionless. Just feel that I need a break. The whole week I was pretty occupied.

Mon - Went out with Shalynn with Ah Boon to town to get some of my stuffs.
Tues - Met up with sis in-law cos she was feeling really down... our retail therapy definitely a must!!!
Wed - Met up with sweetie for dinner
Thurs - Training & Meeting at work that ends ard 9pm

Today.. Fri... Head to JP to get my nails done! Shalynn had her pedicure. Pampering session which end up making me soo tired and dissapointed as well. It was my 1st session with this particular shop. There are 3 shops in that mall. I made a appt at 2 shops. Once reached there we both decided to go with shop A thinking that they looked more experience and I saw their work.. not bad. But it was not what I expected. It sucks. The lady who attended to me was in a rush. We both think that she want to rush to get her customers. N this trip to the shop gonna be my 1st n the last time. I will just stick with my Holland V. Still love their work.

Anyway.. gotta rest now. Tomorrow another long day. Had planned to go to JB with the 3 babes. Take care ppl and have a great wkend!

2006-11-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

Phewww.....

It was a tough wk for me. I had a hard time finding my wedding venue. And i'm left with 1 mth plus before the actual day. Hah! It was planned nicely initially but somehow on the 2nd day of raya, I got the bad news. The venue that I wanted to book was being booked by someone who has the priority to do so. I was soo fooking mad when I got to know. The reason... I called them up 6 mths back to enquire. I'm being the kiasu(at times), called them 4-5 times to enquire abt the booking system. They told me that I'm only allow to book 2 mths in advance not earlier than that. And I'm being the obedient one, I followed their instructions. Damn hell to them! I was being treated like a fool to wait for them and finally got the news that it was booked!! Aarrghhhh!!! If they had told me in advance, I wouldnt have to wait till now. I would have source out for other plc. Worse part is I was there like 730am to make sure that I'm the 1st to arrive and I was disappointed.

I was soo damn worried. My date is a hot date and afraid that there is no other venues left. I went ard and finally settle with this venue. Thanks to my bestfren and her dad. Alhamdulilah... everything is at ease now. Dont really have to worry now that I have my venue. And cards are confirmed. Most prob will collect it next wk. Hope everything goes well.

But the most anticipated event that I'm looking forward is the studio shoot pixs. Issh... lamanye! Wonder when will it be ready??!!! Wonder hw both of us look like?? Hehee... Lovely pixs that we both shall treasure in years to come... insya'allah.

2006-10-29T11:28:00.000+08:00

Salam Lebaran semua!

My apology for the late wishes cos I've been busy. Biase le... raya oi! Anyway didnt go out that much. 1st day was at his paternal & maternal grandmoms. The latter was rather fun cos meet up with the cousins. Haha.. They all are soo busy with their individual stuffs so at time like this lah is the opportunity to catch up with the latest happenings! haha.. girls!

Yesterday had my photoshoot. I was exhilirated, nervous, scared... all the mixed up feeling was in me yesterday. I was soo worried.. worried if it's gonna rain. But alhamdulilah everything turn out well. N yes we did enjoy ourselves. We get stares from left to right and even a 'congratulation' from some stranger. N me ape lagi lah.. say thank you sekuat kuat nye! n smile from ear to ear... hehe... The photographer cant stop laughing looking at our behaviour. Well, now i have to wait for the pics in 2 wks time.. Lamanye! Hope it turn out well.

Have a great week ahead everyone!

2006-10-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

I've been having love sick! To be precise it's Joo Ji Hoon-sickness!

Not sure what?? Here it is...

** GOONG**

Well... this Korea drama showing on Channel U wkdays at 7pm called Princess Hours. Such a romantic drama. At times... it does makes u shed some tears cos it's sooo touching! And the most thing that caught my charming eyes is Prince Shin.. haha.. I admit that I've always like guys with tiny eyes. It seems soo irresistably cute! Ok ok.. I know some of you want to puke already.

Check out his melting smile! Aarrghhh!! *faint*

2006-10-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

~ Birthday Updates ~

It's exactly 1 wk due! Haha.. (dah basi pun citer). It wasnt really that spectacular nor it is that extravagant or whatever. It was just a simple day like any other days. I didnt expect much cos we're planning for a big event anyway. So saving babe! Anyway he bought me a pair shoes which goes well for the wedding outfit. Something was missing... the birthday cake. Reminded me of my 21st bday. While others are really enjoying their 21st party while I just had mine in a simple way. There goes how boring it can be on your day. So almost every yr I'm not looking forward to the Day cause I already knew what's gonna happen next.

On Mon when I arrived at work, opened my drawer, there lay this cute wrapped box with Rugs bear on it. I cant resist such ka-waii thingy. It just melts my heart. With a tiny card, I read the contents which ends with 'Love you, Lyea' and it's from Kate! Haha... she's sooo sweet! It suprised me and really kill my monday blues. The next day, I was in for a big surprise. Shalynn came over my table with this huge Takashimaya bag with a huge box wrapped with Precious Moments wrapper with pink ribbon(oooo... I love it to the max!). I read the card 1st as usual and laugh to myself when I read John's entry which says... 'May you have lots of kids to come so you can built a soccer team... Goodluck with your wedding.. Muackz.. John' Hahaz.. I was laughing the hell out and I was saying cross over the office... 'Hey John... it's my birthday.. since when it becomes my wedding day! Duh!!' The whole office broke into laughter.. Silly John. Always makes me smile from ear to ear. I kept on guessing the whole day what was inside that box.. cos Shalynn knows my fav gifts plc at Taka so I reckon that there must be something that I like in there that caught her eye. N my guess is right! Women instinct! It's amazing. Hah.. I only managed to open it aft work.. I was too excited and scream out loud. The thing that I've been eyeing for long enough and didnt expect that my bestfren could actually thought of it. It's lovely.. and that's all I can say... I love it! Thx lovely peeps.. and my dear bestfrens!

...n.... here it is.. see those hooks?? im hanging my accessories there aft Dec '06.. yes I'm gonna wait cos it is sooo perfect for the event!

My third gift was more personal... it really touches me although the nickname was kinda weird. Thanks guys.. thanks again!

2006-10-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Not feeling that well these few days. And i'm recuperating at home now aft a long day today. Worse still... being sick on the eve of my birthday. K that sucks big time babe!

Today, had an appt at Fatimah Mohsin. Finally had chosen the outfits. I had hard time deciding on what to wear on the big day and to match most of my deco. Futhermore I'm half drowsy and cant really think that well. Whole body is aching like hell. But still I have to make my best choice. I want hub to look best on the big day of course so I'm being quite fussy choosing outfit for him. And finally I got what I want. Hehee...We spend almost 3 hrs there before heading to Bussoroh St. B was craving for siput sedut(eeewwwww). So we went up and down the bazaar for a few times. Pretending to be a runway model(at least that's what I'm thinking). I bet the ppl at the bazaar might think we're bonkers or maybe this couple is some sort of ngah perasan on the runway.. or what so ever. We cant find what he wants so we head to bazaar 'lame'(that's what Adeq named it) infront of Raffles Hospital. Nothing much either.

We watched You, Me And Dupree at Bugis. It was hilarious of course but I'm not feeling any comfortable with their seatings. Somehow the body keeps on aching throughout the show. Damn irritating. Add to that my fever gone up! I was feeling really hot and short of breathe. Kept thinking when will the show be over. When it finally ends, quickly B went to Watson to get panadols. Honestly, I hate to eat those but i've got no choice. With the panadol 'extra', it work wonders. Within half and hr, fever was gone. Incl the aches. We then head to Geylang, bought some foods then tawaf satu Geylang before head home.

And here I am infront of my lappy... Replying wishes from my peepzz... Have a great wkend
babes!

2006-10-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Seems like as time goes by... im becoming more n more busy with the preps n getting lesser n lesser in the blogging world. Sort of neglecting my blog world. I do miss reading my bloggie mate's entries, do miss commenting on their entries and of course expanding my circle of frens in the bloggie world. Maybe because im simply to tired to type out cos i've been busy typing the whole day or maybe that im just being too lazy to even on my lappy.. Hah! Whatever the reasons is... i will try to update as much as possible.

There is something inside me that wants to burst out... be it yelling... shouting my hearts out or anything similar to that! How i really wish that 'he' will read this, how i really wish that 'he' could understand my feelings more, how i really wish that 'he' will try to accommodate like i did at times. It's really hard on me to keep agreeing on things that at times i do have to sacrifice on somethings that i dont really agree on. In the end, i felt soo hurt over the things that had been arranged and at times i do blame myself for being too soft-hearted and agreeing to everything just to make others happy. Im not sure if im being fair to myself either. There are times that i really feel like telling those ppl how i really feels and to tell them that i dont agree with their decisions n let me make my own decisions cause i know what is best for me. But i cant be thinking on my own rite... think that will be too selfish?? Well i dunno... i'm confused! I will just hope and pray that someone will respect my decision and pls do understand that i too have my rights in making a decision.

2006-09-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol winner for 2006 is.... Hady Mirza!!!!

The whole family was screaming the lungs out man! He didnt disappoint all the voters including me... Congrats to him! He got the VOICE n the LOOK. All the votes is not wasted! U go dude! Jonathan was not bad either. He's cute though! I still love his rock style. I guess his voice suits that genre better.

Called Hamitaro.. we both were exhilarated n screamed to each other til my ear nearly blocked. Haha! But hami.. it's gd aint it. Finally the wait is over. Now I have more time for jogging on wed & thurs evening. Hee..

Niway.. gd news kept on coming. 1st was my manager gave birth to a baby boy. Forgot the name lah.. then my ex-manager's wife just gave birth to another baby boy who's name aft the famous soccer player... cant believe it.. bapak mabuk bola.. ngan anak dia skali nama pemain bola! haha... n then few more wks to come another fren's wife giving birth to twins! Gosh.. guess it's a baby month... hehee... n ya.. october is my broke mth. *start counting for prezzies* bday here n there.. bomb here n there too.. wahaha!!

N still counting down... 2 mths plus to go! *heart beating* cepat nye... before i chg my title.. to Mrs but as of now.. still Ms L aka GlamzChic!

2006-09-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

To judge someone's ability & capability when oneself is incomparable with the other. Hah! My impression when i heard someone is judging me I was like wow! Of course lah i cant stop ppl from judging me but ... i must say that it's time for me to congratulate myself to have a full-time judge for me, myself & I. Cool aint it. Even my own boss didnt really have the time to do that man. Comments can be well said but no point if u make a comment when it comes back to u at the end of the day. So dont talk shit to me when u are just a pill of shit urself.

No point of me thinking of all those nonsensical stuffs. It's totally useless. I dont receive any instructions from a small fly(well, at least to me.. i dont mean to be soo mean i nvr will for most who knows me well but situation force me to) anyway. So it's really a waste of time. Set aside all that. I'm busy with the preps again. Im anticipating the day that im gg to choose my wedding gown that is next wk. Haha.. cant wait lah. Keep on thinking of it. Speaking of nxt wk, of which we muslims are gg to start fasting. Oh n im gg to spa also.. in the evening lah.. ape lagi lepas buka ah.. Arab St here i come!

2006-09-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

Ok, now i can breathe a little deeper. Yay! Im done with my invitation cards. Only left the venue & some tiny weenie thingy. Yesterday went to book my cards. Im very choosy & fussy. So have to search the one that catches my eyes. I kept on reminding myself not to be too picky else im gonna spend like 2 hrs there. Gosh! Kesian tu lady seh. But unfortunately i limit myself to 3 cards & choose the best. It was hard though cos im soo the very perfectionist. This cannot that cannot.. y dont have this y dont have that... u no what i mean. C'mon lah it happens once in a lifetime of course it must be what i really want & happy when i c it the end of the day lah.

Just now head to IMM again to wind down a lil. Im feeling kinda stress.. too stress i guess til i got this bad headache coming down towards my left eye. Wait a min, not due to the wedding preps ah.. due to work. Haiz.. so the very long the story(soo singlish...). Since Caleb & Marcus wanna go for dinner so the 3 babes just tag along.

Strong supporters of Samsung... ehem ehem... ;p

the team's baby.... e rite one eh.. Marcus... shalynn shiok sgt ngan hp je...

mentel-lans...

kakak ku...

and... the joker... Caleb with his stups jokes which makes the whole office turn upside down.. gonna miss ya dude!

2006-09-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

Aft for nearly a yr been using a 3G hp... and only today i decided to subscribe to 3G services. While B got it activated only yesterday and same thing for him as well. We got the phone on the same day. Mcm selengeh tul eh? At that point i dont see the need of activating it as not that many ppl subscribe to it yet. Not till today.

B gonna be away for few wks. Im gonna miss him... alot! He's still gonna be in Singapore though. It's just that we cant meet up, only talk on the phone. And it's all because of the IMF thingy. He have to stand guard. But thanks to 3G, we can see each other faces. Kinda funny when i called him just now to give a suprise. Hehee.. Just love the look on his face. I still feels kinda awkward when using it. 1st time user lah mind you. I wonder what's next? 4G?? I've always dream of those phones or gadgets like in the Spykids Movie where u press the buttons & the image or info pops out in 3D mode. Kinda cool.

K babes.. im kinda stone now. Been out whole aft. U ppl have a greeeaaaaaaatttt wk ahead ya!

2006-09-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

****Additional Update****

This is dedicated for the 2 bitches whom i know will visit my site. For those who are not in the loop... I just wanna express what i 've been keeping to myself & enduring it. But each of us do have our limits to certain stuffs & my limit is over so let me rant what's inside me.

I know that u bitches had been talking abt me or shall i say abt the whole team not doing well.. blah blah.. But the topic for today is about me.. solely me! Since i've been given a chance to go to another level i nvr think highly of myself and in fact that i'm just being myself like what i'm used to & not bossing ard(well at times yes i do admit but in a appropriate situation). The position that im holding is all too different from my previous & of course it needs fucking time to learn. It's only been six months and u're comparing me with someone who already has 4 yrs experience in management level! What the fuck are u thinking bitch! Stop judging someone else when you dont even know what the fuck their background is. Try being in my position who had been thrown just like that to handle a team who just started out. WTF!!! Try handling a team & handling complaints at the same time! Or shall i say y dont we switch jobs... where i can happily sits at the back & bitch abt others & snake ard or even free to send messages to someone finding another victim. And from there i shall observe hw well you manage & even manage ur contacts! And wow what a wide contacts u have in the company! My say is if u know nuts abt the whole thingy then shut ur fucking ass! And mine ur foooookingggggg business! I have mind & u have urs! So get goin with it! Oh yea 1 more thing... i just hate the looks of hypocrites so get off from my foookinnnggg sight!

2006-09-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

Sat... oh i just cant bring myself out of bed today. Gotta drag my body to work. Thanks to lynn for picking me up. Nothing much happens at work. Kinda relax & i was like keep on thinking what shall i do next cos there's nothing to do... really. I just can wait till the day is over. My bed is calling me. But rite aft 1231pm, we had a short briefing then lynn & i head to IMM to get some stuffs there. Initially i taught of getting some stuffs to munch & then head home but sweetie called saying that he's hungry. I almost forgot that his mom went to JB with dad & sis. He was left alone. Poor him. So with my eyes almost half shut i order BK. I cant even talk properly to the service crew. So u guys imagine i'm dead sleepy man. But for the sake of the man in my life whom i'm deeply in love with, i'm willing to sacrifice my beauty sleep. ;p

We head to town in the late noon. Another thing settled. Collect his wedding ring. Pheww! I'm suppose to book my wedding cards today but the lady is not free as she needs to do some decoration some where. So got to schedule it to another day then. We watched Pulse. Weird movie. Buat suspense je!

Yest was fun filled evening. We had dinner with the different depts @ Bali Thai. Nice food & nice ppl. Met up with those ppl that i never met before. Only conversation from 1 end to the other. Below are some of the pics that we had yest.. with my team! My lovely team... my big grown up babies...

2006-09-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

I just love the day today... the date 060906!

Today the very day 5 yrs ago... we met, we became frens & then lead to a beautiful relationship. It blooms til now & hope it wil blossom in the future. N yea... it's our 5th yr anniversary. Baby just wanna say it out....

We celebrate it in advance which was yesterday. It was just a simple date. Sweet of him to wait for me outside the office. It means alot to me although it's just a normal gesture but all these normal things, ppl tend to take it for granted & dont appreciate it at all as for me.. im thankful enough that he's there to pick me up to celebrate our anniversary. This yr was nothing extravagant compare to previous yrs as we both on a tight budget therefore I got him a card & a cute lil thingy which I got it last minute 2 days ago. Sempat went to shopping to get a top to wear for yesterday. Well that's me.. i just love to dress up.. well which girl dont rite??!

Today sweetie was busy with work. Now that IMF is just ard the corner, it makes my heart pumps even faster. Each day I kept on praying that Allah will protect him from any unexpected things. All those riots they show it on Crime Watch the other day made me so shocked & terrified of what protestors are capable of. I just have to think positive & hope that it will be over soon.

2006-09-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hey babes! Thx for those tags. I really missed blogging it's just that I dont have the time. This whole week I've been gg home late & hardly had anytime to on my laptop. I'm just too tired.. fatigue.

Friday I attend a wedding at Tepak Sireh. The deco is not that fascinating(my view...). The dais was too traditional for the 1st floor. It reminds me of the olden days. Very the yellowish if you know what I mean. However, the food was awesome man! I got 2 refills cos the nasi bryani dam was sooo nice even my aunt agrees to it. The kuih kept me haunting till today. Mmmm.... yummy! Love the talam keladi & kuih bakar. Did i just make u gulp??? hehe.. but seriously though the deco is not up to my expectation but the food is damn nice!

Then yest I spend the whole entire afternoon with my nephew. Met my kakak sedara at Yishun to pick him up. He grown so much since the last time i saw him. I love his eyes. Somehow his eyes seems to bloom.. his eyelashes are soo long & curl up like my bro's. Gosh why u guys got the lovely eye lashes huh? My kakak seems to slim down. Maybe the boy is being playful since now that he knows hw to crawl & blabbering the baby language & wants attention. So my kakak have to layan dia... hehe.. Wonder how i do in the future when i be a mummy? I head to office to meet up with Lynn then bibik. He was asleep in the cab n therefore he did not layan whoever is infront of him except continuing his sleep on my shoulder. We head to Bugis cos Lynn wanna get some stuffs.. n this cute little boy seems to shake his leg every time he heard any music. Cheeky him!! He grabs all the attention. Even nonya also jadi lah.. Then he we took bus to Geylang. Place order for my berkat. Phew! Another thing done. Left my invitation card. Nxt week will be heading to Bugis again.

Aft Geylang, we head to GM to make a suprise visit to my mummy's in law plc. She too miss the lil boy. She was soo delighted to see him. She said he looked like me and at 1st i denied. But then when i was at home i saw my baby pix n yes he looked like me with those curly hairs and those chubby cheeks. He sat happily at hubby's lap and kept on laughing and smilling each time we adults make silly faces! Hah!

now 1yr old... mcm paham je ngok tv...

4 mths

2006-08-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

Procrastination is the word. I'm just being too lazy to pen down what's happening ard me. There are too many things that i have to think about & stuffs to worry about. I've been actively jog with my bro. Thx to him that i've built up my stamina back. I've felt the satisfaction each time i perspires. It feels good man knowing that you burn all those calories. Though there's 1 particularly thing that i'm worry about is my upper arm... it seems to have develop muscles! haha.. unbelieveable! I've must have been doing all the push up & some sort of weight lifting thingy lah.. more like guy's arm seh... eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww!!! But fret not as i already stop doing that n now concentrating on my jog solely. Right at the moment I cant afford to think of hiring personal trainer so I've just have to depends on my bro advice.

Time is moving really fast. Some of my stuffs not settle yet. Have yet to confirm the venue. Gosh! There goes my invitation cards. I can only book the venue like 2 mths before n that is 2nd day of raya. Just imagine... you babes are enjoying the visiting while me, myself & i got to queue up ard 7am(a lil kiasu cos i really got no other plc in mind so have to be the 1st one to arrive) on the 2nd day of raya. Worse part is the cards will only be ready 1 mth later. N everything gonna be in a rush. I'm gg bonkers soon. Hopefully I wont be too stressed out when the day comes.

Anyway... have a great day ahead ya!

2006-08-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

Yest heard over the news abt the typhoon at Sentosa. I was abit shocked & alhamdulilah that nothing major happened over there. I really cant believe it when my bro told me til I saw it for myself. N I bet my mouth was like open for a min or so.. sempat lalat hinggap! Hah! But no nope.. no lalat no nothing. Unbelieveable for S'pore to experience such phenomenon.

Each time I visited my blog to see if there's any msg from my lovely bloggers, I never failed to look at the countdown timer. And each time it gives me some sort of a mixed up feeling.. excited, happy, nervous.. all of them! *heart thumping*

Niwae aft work, head to IMM with Shalynn. Boring tul.. pegi balik IMM mcm tak de tempat lain. Lunch time IMM aft work pun IMM. Bump onto Mimi(long time fren). She is sooo like biskut.. jap ade jap takde. Such coincidence that our big day falls on the same day. So we cant attend to each other's wedding lah.. Whatever it is... Congrats to u babe & Ashraf the lucky groom-to-be!

2006-08-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yest I was sooo confident to get up in the early wees to go for a jog. But as I've expected, I was jogging real hard but not perspiring at all cause I was jogging in my sleep! Hah! I did set my alarm clock but somehow I couldnt hear my pussy cat dolls singing. Hee.. Must be real tired ah. I wonder what Adeq was thinking. I bet she woke up late too. She didnt even msg me at all.

Shopping again in the evening! With sweetie of course. We head down to my fav shopping mall, Takashimaya. I can just go bonkers when I'm there. Not sure why but I just love those huge boutiques every corner of the mall. Anyway our purpose for being there like the passed few months was to find our wedding gifts. Got our stuffs & I'm quite lucky today cos the sales girl was super friendly & leave me with some tips. Plus, I got free hairstyling. Cool huh! Just on time for me to start off with my shopping. So then, we head to Hugo to get hub shirt but not that nice compare to last season so then we head to AX. Im soo in love with this polo-t but hub told me not to spend too much.

The best part of today shopping trip is..... wedding band & solitaire search! Aft mths and mths of searching the peeeeeeerrrrrrrrfecccccctt one, we finally finalised the design that we wanted. So we head to the boutique. N oooohhhhhhhh i loike it soo damn much! Thx hub hub.. but we've yet to collect the physical set itself as it needs to go some alteration for the size. And if we do, I can only see it on Dec. lyea gone crazy! ;p

We had dinner at Swensons again. Got ice-cream aft soo long pendam kan rasa nak makan tu benda then finally I got it. But after eating it, I felt soo guilty. Need to cut down on my intake tomorrow but then again, Lyea will breach her diet over and over again. So no point of me saying this over & over again. K lah babes... im crapping here again and again cos it's already midnight.. and it over my bed time so all the merepeks conversation will start... K u ppl out there, enjoy ur wk ahead and take care!

2006-08-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

Time flies very fast in the office. Thank god for that. I was busy exchanging phones for the staffs and didnt realised that it's almost 12pm. Alhamdulilah also cos no major complaints.. no 'i want to talk to manager'... no, no, nothing at all. Hee.. me & Lynn was kinda relief too caused hardly we get to rest like this(i mean no 'snake-ing' aite!). We hit our daily target. Trying our best to help the team. Lynn & I are trying our utmost to fight for the company overseas outing for the team if we manage to hit the target for the yr. Hopefully we will. Pray hard lyea...

Today lunch.. not really lunch instead it's brunch. When will I ever stop munching man. Kept telling myself to stop eating sweets & oily stuffs. But I couldnt help it. Shalynn kept on telling me to stop dieting else I'm gonna be real skinny but there is soo much 'ba' here and there. Furthermore my photoshoot will be somewhere in Oct and that's 2 months away but next mth I'm gonna start choosing my outfits. Every bride-2-b wants to look gd.. gorgeous in their wedding gown and I dont want to lose that 1 in a life time opportunity babe so better I shed off that extra pound starting from tomorrow. Going to start my jogging again & hopefully Adeq tak buih me sudah!

Oh ya.. I miss them..

Liana, Lyea, Lynn

LLL

2006-08-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

Sleepy day again.. cant wait for the weekend to come. Sweetie was soo busy this few days. Thinking of meeting him later on but from the way he sounded... he sound really tired. So, sweet me decided to let him have a rest cos tomorrow he got to work again. Poor baby. When are we meeting up??

Anyway I've longing to say this.. at work I'm really pissed with someone. Someone who will act really nice to you & frens... someone who talked rotten shit about my close frens.. someone who just wanna grab attention & someone who messed with the wrong person. Well.. the sight of the person is pretty annoying for me & the rest. Wonder when will she ever realise what's happening ard her. I really wanna tell her off right infront of her face but i'm not that cruel to do so. I just cant stand hypocrite ppl like her. Really hate them to bits! As for now I'm trying to endure & be a professional. To her... pls stop deluding yourself & bitching about other ppl esp my gd frens! N go get ur attention else where as we dont really want to see it or be part of it cos it's pretty irritating!

2006-08-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day babes!!!

Finally holiday is here and very fast it comes & go. Tomorrow back to work. Hw i wish... holiday for 1 mth and of course salary in by the end of the month lah! hahaz.. dream on lyea. Anyway I'm spending my hol at home.. tyding up my room. Manage to clear all those 2-3yrs old mags both english & malay. I've got this tendacy to keep all the mags I bought & only throw it away a few yrs later. So I'm kicking off this habit.

Yesterday met up with Lina. Head to City Hall. I'm hungry by the time we reached there.. so had dinner at Breeks. Emmm.. yummy! Had my pasta.. cheeeeeessssyyy seafood pasta. Like it except that it's not that spicy so end up I put more chilli sauce. Aft that head to Millenia to check out bedroom suites.. Found something nice there but I still have ample time to view others. Manage to catch a glimpse of the fire works.. and some funny singaporeans running towards Esplanade like some kind of marathon.. haha..

Til here babes.. enjoy the holiday! ;p

2006-08-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

Way too long.. way too busy..

Here's a re-cap of the events in my life....

Last fri head down to ROMM for the interview. So nervous to meet up with my dad again.. On thurs I nearly gone bonkers cos I couldnt get him on the phone. He off his hp & I was soo desperate to talk to him abt the nxt day that he have to be present during the interview. Manage to get him on Friday morning. Pheww... Bro & me met up with sweetie & his dad. For the 1st time, his dad met my dad.. haha.. soo funny. Aft getting our docs we head to the waiting area.. ppl ngah nikah.. soo scary when it comes to me.. ;p Sweetie went in the room 1st then follow by me & dad. Interview by kadi Nor Razak.. alhamdulilah everything went well & hopefully the day itself will go smoothly. Insya'allah.

hub.. what are u thinking???

On Sat, rite aft work went to trim my hair. Ooo.. i just love the salon.. it really suits the name of the salon.. Pro Cut. Their hands do wonder to my hair. Sad that my previous stylist is not there anymore but they make miracles to my hair.. n im contented... heehee.. Met up with my deco planner aft that. I've finalised with everthing... very fussy man. Thank god they are really patient with me.

Aft that head to Cine as usual. Watched Click.. hilarious. Those of you who intend to watch a movie... go catch this one.. really meaningful & will crack your jaw.. haha

me & my sweet bunny... love ya B!!!

2006-07-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

Finally had my chance to pen down my thots & life I went through. Unable to do so as I was rather busy with work & hardly had time for myself.

Sweetie had gone to Bangkok since last Thurs & only be back tomorrow night. Gosh! I really missed him alot. And this getaways do leave me thinking how much I will feel if he's not at my side. I do cherish being with him & treasure all the happy & sad memories with him. The laughter, the cheeky smile, the notty & playfulness of him, the scent he puts on.. simply to say everything about him makes me smile & laughed each time I think of him. Baby I want u home...

Yest I went to JB. Believe it or not aft 12yrs!!! haha.. Went there with Shalynn & her cousin, Nora.. n yes 3 babes!!! Im freaking worry cos heard lots of stuff there but alhamdulilah Im back in Spore. Not that bad afterall only that we have to endure with those stares & whistling here and there. Niwae, I manage to get my bunga rampai. Very nice... emm.. love it! But have yet to get my bunga paha & invitation cards.. still browsing. Still have ample time anyway. I was damn shag. Reached home ard 11 plus. Didnt have any rest since morning. We went there straight aft work & the feeling is like working fullshift.

Anyway, had restore my energy level today. Was too tired.. sleepy day for me. Gotta work tomorrow. When will the holidays be near? Need a break.. National Day pls come fast. Well babes.. enjoy ur wk ahead! Take care!

2006-07-23T14:38:00.002+08:00

It seems so near now.. Only left like 5 more months! Nxt week gonna meet up with my deco planner & my caterer to decide on the menu. Gosh! Everything looks so fast now.. haha.. n im like soo nervous thinking of it. A little stress deciding on the deco, menu, outfits.. lots more.

Last wk, without expecting I've been awarded Service Excellence Award!!! I was soo stunned when my manager announce it to the rest. They all knew it all along except me. I was blushing all the way man. Anyway i was really glad that they appreciate for all the things that I've done.

Happy wkends & hope you guys have a great wk ahead! Cheers!!

2006-07-23T14:38:00.001+08:00

2006-07-16T12:10:00.000+08:00

Yest was sweetie's bday. Didnt do anything much as we have a tight budget. Bought him advance bday gift the other day. We had dinner & shop! Didnt i just said 'tight budget'?? lolzz.. we shop for our wedding gifts.. spend a few hundred bucks again. N still walking ard to browse for some other stuffs. Gosh! Without even realising, we're only left like less than 5 mths to the big day. Nervous babe!

I wanted to watch Pirates of the Caribbean but it was either fully book or slots are limited. Damn! Told him to book but he didnt. So end up we walked to n fro at Orchard ukur jalan..

Niwae I received good news from my best fren.. we'll be working together hand in hand again! Happy babe! Go bonkers together with the rest. Cant wait til tomorrow.. K babes enjoy ur week ahead! Take care.

2006-07-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

Lately I've been thinking of expanding my IT gadgets again. Haha... n this time round I'm thinking of getting a PDA phone. It's really convenient for me as its also act as a organizer & I dont have to brg along my very thick notebook ard for meetings except for those long meetings lah.. but w.t.h. man.. meeting will never be short niway!

And so i've been browsing in the forums & the website to check out on the latest gadgets & their specs. N this comes in handy too cos it helps in my work. I've been selected to take in-charge of mobile phones & IT products. So, in months to come i'll be a tech savvy babe! But for now.. i need to scram my brain to get more info on all these.

My phone is giving way man.. my beloved N70. It gives me prob rite from the start I bought it but still i treasure it! Now.. I just cant tolerate with it's laggyness & default tone. N there's another problem face up. Might be an excuse for getting a new phone?? no? well maybe.. haha
Told sweetie the other day but no reaction at all. Not sure if he agree with me to chg or bear with it til end of the yr. Stil considering for now. Luckily I'm having another mobile provided by the company.. n lucky me it's the latest! Cool aint it.. Part of the privilege working here.

Gotta turn in early today.. been yawning like anak singa since just now. So happy working babes out there!

2006-07-10T21:07:00.000+08:00

Time flew quite fast at work today. Unusual for a monday. Maybe I'm pretty tight up with the complaints?? (is there any?? maybe just the minor ones i guess).. besides that I'm training my new partner.. yea she used to work together & now we are back working hand in hand. Really missed those times but we are given a chance to work together again! Cool! I enjoy working with this babe.. Anyway my office will have some internal re-shufflement. Unfortunately I'm handling those with batu inside the big head! OMG!!! I'm thinking how am I gg to tolerate them man.. N the best part is there's only 1 babe & 4 dudes in my team while the other is 1 dude & 4 babes!! haha... but now i can solely concentrate on them.

Yesterday was suppose to attend a wedding of dearie's fren. I didnt turn up cos baby said that he's gg with his teammate.. hmmfff!! Boring! My mom in-law 2 b called early in the morning asking me to come by take some kuih she made.. she knows that i love her putri salat durian & koleh koleh. Sayang jugak dia kat me! hehehe.. So fetched sweetie @ JE & head to his plc. So hang ard at his plc & crap with Juli as usual. We head to Suntec. Browse for our wedding rings. My favourite part of cos.. loves the bling bling! The best part is almost every jeweller we head to is sweetie's fren! Such a small world. We then head to Cineleisure to catch a movie Havoc. It was a short movie but it's shows hw life is ard us. Having to live in a 'black' world involve with drugs, gangstarism(is there such word??), riots & sex. Those chicks who wants to experience so-called 'real world' out there & only to find themselves in deep trouble. It's a gd moral behind the story i guess & sort of make you realised how you end up to be in that kinda shit.. ( no offence though.. im just saying it generally). Well it does give a wake up call to somebody out there who watched the movie. It's not that superb or 5 stars rated kinda movie but it does give me some thoughts...

2006-07-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

Thank god it's wkend now. As i promised myself that i really need to get the beauty nap that i've been missing for the past few weeks. I got to turn my sweetie down for asking me out. I really want to meet up with him but my body just cant take it anymore. It's just too weak.. in fact rite aft 1230, my eyes are already shutting down to half.

Had lunch for a while with Adeq & my boss. Thank god it's near my plc & he drives us there. The thought of eating fades away when i reached there as my mouth is too tired to munch. C hw lazy Lyea is for now... So just bought my sugarcane slurp it all bit by bit. Then I head to bakery shop to get some stuffs for tomorrow breakfast. Loves the smell of freshly bake breads.. Yum yum! N those delicious choco stuffs.. gotta think twice before i plc it on the tray. Aft thinking, i decided to go straight up to the cashier. Wah.. lyea can tahan such temptation huh?? Wait! While in the queue, somehow my eyes starts scanning the chiller fridge(is that what's it's called?? no idea), saw blueberry cheesecake tart! Without hesistation, told the aunty i want 2. Haha.. One for me & the other for my bro lah.. So there i go again.. calories added! LoL!

K babes! Have a lovely wkend ahead!!

2006-07-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

My all time fav Sims!! Just cant get enuf of it! So check this out...

Rihanna-Unfaithful (sims version)

2006-07-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

SuPerMan.. Going once.. SuPerMan.. Going twice??

Ha.. This wk i watched Superman twice! 1st was with sweetie cos he wanted to watch movie with me & the only 1 that is left is Superman. Knowing that i'm gonna catch it the 2nd time with my whole company, I dont want to disappoint him either so I go with the flow. Then today.. i watched it for the 2nd time and i can remember it vividly & even was telling my colleagues about it. Well initially I act as if I didnt know anything & then I just cant help it so i told my colleague that i had watch it on Tues. Aisyah gave me a stare but i just kept on laughing.

Today was abt to knock off from work when there's one damn bloody idiot complaint abt his item non-stop. That delay our time for an hr. End up we all rush to Far East to grab our dinner at Puncak. While waiting for the seats and the food to be serve, I went to one of the hair salon to get my fringe cut. It's soo messy & i cant take it anymore so off they go. They all was like a lil shocked cos sempat aku pegi cut hair.. well babes, anything impossible seems possible for me even if i have to rush here n there. So there I go.. snap snap abt 5 mins then off to the table to grab a bite. We're a lil late though, n went we reached the cinema.. it's was all pack with my company staffs. Gosh! Anyway, i did enjoy watching the gorgeous hunk in town! n.. his red underwear trademark! haha.. Notty notty lyea!

2006-07-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

Dragging myself to work today. Hardly can open up my eyes. Slept quite late yest.. Think about 2 plus. Consider really late for a person who hardly stay up pass 12am! Im gonna have a very nice eye bags & dark circles for now. Beauty sleep.. i need u now. Else i'm gonna be like one of those zombies in Resident Evil.. ya rite!

I cant tolerate some ppl at work who took me for granted. Stupid arse! Really dont appreciate for what i've done. Been covering for you for soo long now & I dont want to be covering ur arse anymore futher cause it's really affecting me & do no gd to you either. No improvement shown for the pass mths so it's best that I take action now. No point of having verbal warnings & councelling when there's not even a chg in them. Dont blame me for not giving advance warning which I did umpteen times. I'm not trying to be mean or what so ever.. but when comes to work, pls have some respect & I mean business & colleagues not friends & no respect at all. Well work smart & play hard. So just wait for the letter that's coming ur way now. Really hopes that's gonna be a wake up call for you to make a chg in the attitude your giving be it to me or to the rest of the colleagues.

Really glad that today I manage to knock off early (suprisingly). The peeps at work disappear macam pelesit! Luckily Adeq was there to wait for me. We head to IMM Diaso. She wanna get some crap stuffs from & as for me initially promise myself that im not gonna shop but... i bought some snacks! Diet konon.. there goes my diet plan! Haiz.. Gotta work harder in discipline myself. Determination is the key to my passed success story of putting off my weight. Heee...

Gd nitz ladies.. Gotta have early nite today. Else tomorrow have to find tooth-pick to open up my eyes.. Take care lovelies!

2006-07-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

Tuesday was a long day for me.. asides with all those complaints, my mind is still pretty messed up with both personal & work issues. Guess no one will understand hw i felt. It's a disappointment to know that the person whom i'm close with & the one that i turn to the most is not being supportive instead leave me hanging on my own to ans all the questions alone! N thanks for the stupid/silly ans that u gave to me. I'm not sure if I can hold up to it any longer. I might just blew it away any minute.

At work, think almost everybody now realised hw stressful life can be for me. Colleagues had gave feedback to me and by the end of the day, my big boss call me in to check on me. Well of course i told him that physically i'm fine but not mentally. He gave me some advices, joke ard, crap most of the time to make me feel better. It does help a little though. But somehow all these are just temporary & it will just come back to me end of the day. So somehow somewhere you still have to face the music & dance to the rhythm. Gosh! This is one real tough challenge that i have to overcome. N insya'allah i will.

Aft work, met up with him. Bought another Crumpler bag that he really wants which cost nearly 300. I would rather him buy me another Coach bag! haha.. of course not lah. We had dinner & watched movie which ends at 12am. N now im at home on the net cant shut my eyes. N the same time waiting for my bro to get back. He's now lepak-ing under the void deck with his motorbike frens.. haiz.. my bro is growing really fast now. Young man.. but whateva it is, he's still my notty lil bro!

2006-07-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

Super duper sleepy went reached office just now. Was praying very hard that hopefully not much complaint today & so far alhamdulilah most of them manage to clear. But i think tomorrow gonna be alot. Well.. mostly ppl wont be calling on monday as it's the start of the wk & they need to go for meetings.. do unfinished tasks.. yada yada...besides it's monday.. monday blues!

Mood today?? Guess not my day on this bluey monday. Was feeling really down, in daze & fatigue.

Cant really focus at work cause whatever happened on Sat, I vividly remember each & every single word. Still haunts me though. Have yet to come to any conclusion. Latest news got from my ex-neighbour whom lived just a couple doors away from my dad said that he put words in my mouth saying an impossible thing that I would say to my DAD!!! Gosh what was he thinking! It's really mean of him. He nvr chg since I last saw him like 6 yrs ago.. Now I really need to make a serious decision on all these. Which gonna effect my nikah, future & all. Still confused on shld I let him be my wali?? Every girl would want their dad to be the wali during their important day of their life. As for me, I'm really sad that I wouldnt be able to and even if I cld, there are so many things that are holding me back and there are so many factors that he's not eligible to be my wali. In a difficult situation now. Talked to my manager for advice on necessary action needed. Have yet to call ROMM to make enquiry. Been rather busy this few days. Hopefully tomorrow not that much stuffs for me to follow up so that i cld get away for 10 mins to call them.

Still pending for my new appointment letter. Yet to receive any since May. Pathetic aint it?? Well yea! Gotta wait for the director to approve it will actually take that long man.. Cant believe it! What to do? I still gotta wait til.. dunno when? Hopefully gd news coming up this couple of wks. *fingers crossed* ;p

2006-07-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

Mummy... it's over!!! Finally.. I met up with him.

Yesterday met up with my dad. Was really nervous though. All the way from home I was thinking and telling my brother what's he gonna say this time round. It really gives the shiver.

Niwae yest met sweetie under my dad's void deck in the evening with my bro. Head upstairs.. his face was not really happy when he saw us.. and he even talked to us like nak taknak.. As usual I'm really pissed off with the kind of attitude he gave us.. Thought of taking him out for dinner (mind you, i think our last dinner was like 6 yrs back) but he was sitting there in the living room and eating. So we didnt want to disturb him so head downstairs & told him that we go up later.. His so-called wife was there smilling.. I never even bother about that biatch.. sorry to say this cos it really hurts me each time i think about my late mom.. All this would never happen if she's not ard.. dammit! I would never forgive my dad & the B!! Aft soo much suffering.. Never will i!

We waited for 10 mins & we head up again.. Go in the house which i totally insist. We talked & he brought up abt the past. Sweetie express his hajat of gg there & he even told him that I will be under his care aft marriage & he assured him that at least once a yr during raya we visit him. Aft a while he cool off & that B start to put on drama.. crying saying that both of them miss us.. blah.. blah.. who is she to miss me & bro. She's a total stranger to us & we didnt even know her much except that she's a bitch who been trying to brg our family down since i was 9. We exchg numbers & then went off. My eyes are really red & my nose too.. just imagine snow white & the seven dwarfs.. the latter is what i look like!

Head off to Al-Ameen @ Bukit Timah to have dinner. Have not been eating since morning & I'm famished. As usual I'm always the last one to order.. very fussy aite. Im putting more weight again. Soo guilty. Gotta start kicking out those sweet craving else I'm gg back to square one!

2006-06-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

And the tagging game cont.. tis time i've been tagged by Lynn!

[*]10 Favourites
Favorite Color: Light Pink
Favorite Food: Pasta
Favorite Song: Currently addicted to Geek in Pink
Favorite Movie: Meet the Fockers
Favorite Sport: Roller Blading
Favorite Season: Winter
Favourite Day Of the Week: Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor:Chocolate
[*]9 Current
Current Mood: Sleepy
Current Taste: Strawberry Yogurt
Current Clothes: White top & jeans
Current Desktop: My Nephew
Current Toenail Color: naked
Current Time: 2330hrs
Current Surroundings: at home
Current Annoyance(s): that someone who kept on blabbering.. very lor soh
Current Thought: Where am I gonna get nice laptop bags??
[*]8 Firsts
First Best Friend: Shalynn
First Crush: Ntah eh.. totally forgot!! hahaz
First Movie: Beauty & The Beast
First Piercing: My ear
First Lie: Not gg to ngaji.. when i was lil ;p
First Music: Lalalalalaaaaaaa...
First Car: Peugeot Convertible 206.. in my dream je lah..
[*]7 Lasts
Last Drink: Plain water (cant live without it)
Last Car Ride: Cab lah..
Last Crush: Vin Diesel.. hahaha
Last Movie Seen: Slither... gosh really boring!
Last Phone Call: My darling hubby
Last CD Played: Bujang Senang
[*]6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: Yes
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yes
Have You Ever Been Arrested: No.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No
Have You Ever Been on TV: No
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: No
[*]5 things you're wearing.
1 Undies
2 Shorts
3 Sleeveless
4 Nerdy Specs
5 Hair Clip
[*]4 things you've done today
1 SMS hubby
2 Surf the net
3 Check Emails
4 Shopping
[*]3 things you can hear right now.
1 Saiful Apek talking on tv
2 Fan turning
3 My bro laughing
[*]2 things you can't live without
1 My Family & his family
2 My Handphone
[*]1 thing you do when you're bored.
1 Call him
*drum roll*... tak ke tak ke tak... 5 winners
Roxywahine, Amira, Ayu, Linda, Diana

2006-06-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

Had a talk with my manager during lunch. Lots of things are running ard my head about the wedding. So i let it out to my senior. Have some difficulties in contacting my dad & my sis had bad experience during her nikah days. I want mine to go smoothly & so I have to plan carefully & get ready some back up just in case he didnt turn up the very last min. I feel at ease somehow aft talking to her. At least there's someone showing me the direction or else Im at lost. Thx soo much babe. Next thing gotta do tomorrow is to call ROMM to ask for their advice. Gosh there are soo many things to do now besides the preparations.

I've been wanting to get a laptop soo badly that each & every subject of mine is about it.. hahazz.. Til my colleagues like 'mmmm... lyea make up ure mind'.. n best denki had been my frequent visits for the past couple of wks just to check out the promo & any new deals.. kiasu rite! Been wanting to get it with sweetie but he's not 'on' when i said that i need to get a laptop. Really disappointed with his reaction though but let's just keep it to myself. Niwae.. by hook or by crook.. im gonna get it tomorrow or over the wkends.. stubborn aint i?? just a lil!! LoL!

Had a chat with someone & that person gave me a quote which made my day cos i was really feeling a lil down today due to some personal issues & work stuffs. The quote goes like this...
'a coin is easy to find, a friend is hard to chose. i lost the coin but i find u which is hard to lose' nice? well it is to me!

Gotta catch my CSI now.. cant really concentrate while im typing this..

Acer Travelmate.. im coming for u baby... (gosh.. i am a lil bonkers now i guess! ;p)

Work Hard.. Play Hard.. It's Been Worthwhile.. AnXietY

2006-06-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

Past few weeks was pretty stressful. Haven been hitting the target despite the hardwork the team put on. I must say there are some of them who cant be bother with their work knowing that they are just a temp staff. Gosh! I was like.. hello though u're a temp u're been paid to work here so pls co-operate! But of course.. i'm not that harsh lady lau-pan-yang... im the nice one k..(babes @ work.. do u agree??). Hardly i will raise voice at them. Well some ppl dont appreaciate at all instead they're taking advantage of it. So i told them that let us work together as a team and not as perm & temp(which they define that themselves) & work hard & play hard.

Last fri had dinner with the team & the big heads.. haha.. notty lyea.. My director was soo please that we pull up the percentage. We head to Rice Table at Cuppage. Feel really awkward to have to sit with the big head. Mind u, it's not usual for me aite. Niwae i still prefer to be with the team.. enjoy every mouthful. Enjoy the hard & fun time together. Took some pixs & videos but will upload later on. Cos thanks to Risz for being soo forgetful.. forget to bring the cables to work. Damn u!

Still thinking to get a laptop. Been browsing ard to find the right one to meet up with my expectations.. cehh ba.. Been eyeing Acer Travelmate 3022 series. Gosh that really caught my eye the 1st time saw it. Love the colour & featherlight weight which make it easy for me to tag it along wherever i go. Hopefully i'm gonna grab in by the end of the week with baby. Speaking of darling... it's been 2 wks since i last meet him. Miss him badly cant wait to meet him over the wkend.

Planning to meet up with my dad this saturday. Hopefully it turn out well. It really gives me the creep everytime I think of him. Not sure what's the outcome will be later on. What if he disagrees about us? What if he didnt turn up during out registration of marriage in a month time? For now, i have to pray hard & hopes it turns out well.

RaiNie DaY

2006-06-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to head somewhere in the morning but because of the heavy rain, I fall deep into my sleep and only realised that I woke up almost mid noon. Gosh! I really hate myself for letting me myself & I waking up past 10. Guess I'm too tired or too comfortable having to sleep in a cooling weather. Pardon me cause each time it rains, I'm always at work and I envy my brother for having the chance to enjoy his dreams while it rains & I'm off to work. Hmm...

And so I woke up and do my usual stuffs. Grab my breakfast & on the net. Still finding my wedding venue. Have some in mind and had made enquiries but the reply was not that satisfying. They gives priority to their own events on that month as it was a high peak month and holiday season as well. So I'm still hanging there and scouting ard at other places.

Well in the afternoon, head down to Toh Guan with my aunt & grandma. My cousin's got engage today. Really semangat tau dia... she did it under the block ala wedding u know. Heehee.. Since we hardly get a chance to meet up, her grandmom insists on us staying for a while longer. So I'm left alone observing the crowd. And I think I kinda sort of the main attention besides my cuzzie.. cos all the makciks was like.. 'eh, dah besar kau ni eh..', 'ah bila hari langsung kau nie?'.. then there are uncles saying 'ah ni dia anak dara dah lama tak nampak'.. n there are some of the guys/girls cuzzie lah which I'm not really close just kept looking and looking like I'm kinda alien to them. I'm soo like tak kena gaya. My every move is being watch somewhere in every corner.

Niwae in the later evening, we head to Geylang. Survey some berkats, invitation cards and some tiny winy thingys. Found some stuffs which I like for the berkats but have some probs with the invitation cards. Dont really like the designs though. It's really very common in everywhere. So I guess I need more searching. 6 more months to go babe. Going really fast.. I think I'm not gg to celebrate raya this year or maybe just minimal cause I'll be too busy with the preparations.

In the evening head to sweetie's place. His mom called while I was at Geylang asking me to come over for dinner cause she cooked nasi beryani. Mmmm.. very the lazat! My granny loves em to bits! We head there and talked about lots of stuffs.. Sweetie even show granny & bibik the bag that he bought. Love it cos it's big and really my kinda style. N his mom starts to open the topic of baby.. She hinted again that I can put baby bottles & pampers in the future and bring it to the clinic.. blah blah.. I was blushing all the way man.. Me and Juli just cant stop taking pixs.. favourite past-time lah ape lagi.. Niwae gotta sleep now. Nitzz angels... Have a lovely week ahead!

Ms GlamZ rEpOrTed SiCK.. fiNaLLy

2006-06-10T14:32:00.000+08:00

Sorry darlings... Havent got time to update the blog. Been sick. Really sick & was at home for 3 days. And for the 1st time since I started work here, I've reported sick. Doc said I'm pretty stressed up & too tense. Guess the pressure at work or maybe my preps.. Oh wait! I love my preparations. It's doing great!

Niwae work place was totally chaos. Pretty messed up.. no government at all. Thank god my assistants are there or else it got worst. I do really appreciate their help but there are some of them who are really a pain in the ass! Irritates me alot. Not co-operating with the rest. It's really unfair to those who are giving their all to help the team.

This tues is my 2nd yr engagement anniversary. Cant believe it that it's been 2 yrs now. It seems so like yesterday(soo cliche) that we knew each other... My friend, boyfriend, fiance and soon to be my husband. Time really fly soo fast & we hardly take notice of it. Baby, i am blessed to have you in my life. U brought joy, tears & laughter in me. I'm incomplete without you by my side.

Speaking of engagement.. got 2 invitations tomorrow. My cousin & a friend.. Gosh! The latter shocked me when she informed me only like this morning that she's gonna get engage tomorrow! Congrats to the babe!!! N i will try to pop by ya.. cos ur's clash with my close cuzzies aku ah.

STreSSFuL WeeK

2006-06-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

Pretty stressed up with work. Busy as usual. Not that well either. Gosh! I've been having migraine lately & that makes matter worse.

Last sat when out shopping with my staffs.. Adeq & Yvonne. Can say I'm pretty crazy over the sales.. hahaha.. Head to Taka to browse some of sweetie's gift. Very tempted to get all of that but budget is pretty tight up so gotta be more cautious on spending. Niwae got myself a top & shoes(again??).. never end of course!

On Sunday.. out with sweetie to get some stuffs. Got for him a pair of shoes.. Damn x though but wat matters is he loves it & i like it.. So we both happy with it.. we bought it! Head to Dior to grap somethings from there.. Been eyeing for this thingy for quite sometime & finally got it! Yay! Staffs there are really nice & friendly too. Didnt stay long at town cos sweetie working at nite so gotta have some rest.

Thurs.. finally had my karaoke session with the lovely peeps at work. Really enjoy it. N finally got the chance to sing my Jay Chou! hahaha.. cant wait for the nxt outing guys!

PaSar MaLam... Food food food! What am I thinking?

2006-05-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

I'm totally feeling lethargic today. Totally like no back bone. Restless. Just cant move a limb.

Woke up early. I can tell u guys that I'm just lazing at home. Had afternoon nap til 3 plus 4. My aunt kept asking me to accompany her to Clementi. Like I said that I'm having my lazy week, I almost want to tell her that how I wish that I can cancel cause dont feel like gg but I dont want to offend her so just accompany her there.

Clementi.. the place where I grew up. I rarely goes there not without my aunt. I just dont like being there(no offence for those living in that area). It reminds of those sad memories I had with my late mom. It always bring tears each time I think of it. The place seems somehow different from what it used to be 10yrs back. It seems to be flooded with foreigners.. bangladesh, filipinos, indonesians. Gosh! I feel like I'm in somewhere out of Singapore.

Pasar malam greets us rite when we alight from the bus. Mmmm.. can smell the takoyaki(is that what it's called). Cant wait to get mine when I'm done with marketing. My eyes were soo busy scanning through all the oily yummylicious foods!! Think I've been dieting too long and avoiding all those foods so now I told myself that let me indulge in those foods to satisfy my taste bud once in a while. Afterall I deserve to have a break too rite.

Finally bought my takoyaki when my mommy in-law 2 b called up to come to her place. She cooked nasi beryani & asked us to bring home. Cant resist can I?? She's a very gd cook. She loves to please her guests with her yummylicious spread of asian cuisines. Grab some stuffs for hubby, mom & his sis & head to his place. Saw my relative, my cousin getting engage this June. Wow! Everyone close to me is either getting married or engage! Congrats!!!

ReSt Day!

2006-05-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

Get to take my beauty nap and now I'm just lazing ard at home. Still feels home is the best place to relax. However I miss my sweetie. It's been almost a week now since I last meet him but baby, we'll meet up nxt week aite!

I need a break some of these days. My body aches soo much & think I'm pretty stressed up these few days & really needs one. Been browsing around for some massage parlours & am interested to go to one of this place around Arab St. My friend recommended me & some of the forummers I visited too compliments about their services & reasonable price. Manage to grabs some of my babes to come along. They want to try out their service so ok lah.. At least I dont feel that awkward lah having to go to a place which I'm not familiar with. So yay!

Been craving for sweet stuffs... (ah ah wat ya thinking huh??) Every month there will always be this particular week which my appetite somehow seems increasing. Now I'm in that state.. not sure y lah.. but this week particularly I'm craving for sweet thingy. Ni mesti keje budak2 pat work ah.. they kept on buying snacks & give me some & some even bought it for me.. knowing that I'm on strict diet, they still insist on asking me to eat. Gosh! I'm not the kind of person who will turn ppl dwn. So just grab a piece or two just to satisfy my taste bud & not to offend them lah!

K lovely babees! Have a g8 wkend ahead! Cheers!

FiNally... They deserve it!

2006-05-19T18:39:00.000+08:00

I must say I'm pretty impressed with the results at work. Seems like the team is finally pulling up together & it's a good sign. The higher management too are impressed & hopefully we'll have our team building session soon! Well as usual there's always 1 or 2 who just cant 'click' with the rest but watever it is I will still try my best to break the ice. I love my team! Dont worry I try to stand by u guys whenever I can(if not much complaints lah hor). I'm looking forward for our gathering nxt wk! Cant wait!

My preps are doing fine. Sweetie finally found a videoman which is he's own fren. Got a gd deal so high chances that we're gonna hire them. Got my special wedding cake too.. Gg to meet up with the gorgeous lady nxt wk. I have 1 thing that I worry the most. Meeting my dad nxt month. I wonder hw it will turn out. Hopefully it goes fine.

No wat!!! I cant belive it that in July we'll be heading to ROMM!!! hahaha.. it seems soo fast now. N each time my heart beats faster n faster as each day passed.

mOnDAy BLuEs

2006-05-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

Another monday had passed. I hardly get myself out of bed just now in the morning despite having enough rest yest. And wow! I'm fully loaded up with papers on my desks! Hell yea I hate mondays. To make matter worst, my 2 admin staffs are not in.

Last sat finally get to watch MI3. It was superb! Love the actions, the thrill & of course him lah. What else.. He still maintain his youthful looking skin. It's in most of the celebrities like David Beckham, Brad Pitt.. Gosh! They look totally charming.Wonder what's their secret?

I'm currently laughing the hell out while watching Anugerah Skrin. They're bringing back old scenes from arwah Tan Sri P.Ramlee. Their acting was really really pecah perut but *claps* to them cause got the nerve to act live infront of the audiences.. I must say that Singaporean do have their own talented actors and actresses. How I really wished I could be one of them but due some some circumtances, I have to let it passed.. But hopefully I will get a chance to fulfil my dream. ;p

Gotta catch Dia(although sometimes I really hate seeing the show keeps on repeating itself over & over again) now. Somehow got addicted to it & I have to make choices between Desperate Housewifes & Dia. Very cool shows showing at the same time. N this time I wish I have Pic in Pic function on my tv. K babes gotta go!

Cheers peeps!

e 3 kEcOH BaBES!

2006-05-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning my aunt & granny woke me up just because of this show on tv about all the wedding gowns & stuff. I insisted on sleeping but they wont stop bugging me unless im get off the room! Oh my.. i drag my body just like a walking zombie to the living room. Still with eyes half shut, i'm trying to make out the image on the tv & then somehow the host change topic.. duh! n woke up for nothing.

In the aft met up with Shalynn & Juli at Buena Vista. Thot i was late so took cab to buena vista & this taxi uncle was soo chatty. Just couldnt stand it! He kept on blabbering til i got dwn. Met up with the babes and we kept talking & laughing non-stop and didnt realised that it's time to get off to chg to the other train. Hahaz.. So kecoh!

Im really dead famished once we reached there. Head to 7-11, thot could find some things to munch but nothing much. Grab my Nescafe Mocha(im really addicted to it despite my allergy to caffeine.. weird rite?? not sure y each time i drink coffee makes me headache & puke) & head in. I just love looking at all the b.a.u.tiful decos. We collected lots of brochures & ppl asking us to take personal port-folio & to use it as their samples.. bleh gitu??!! Wrg time lah uncles & abgs.. I'm here today to find my minor stuffs such as wedding favors, videoman(yet to find any) & invitation cards & to meet up with my mak andam & deco ppls.

Niwae we saw Syed Azmir & Rima(she's really gorgeous). N this Shalynn really dying to get a pic with him! 1st attempt failed cos too many ppl crowd ard him. 2nd attempt not successful.. finally 3rd attempt managed to get her a pic of him.. semangat siak! Initially i cant be bothered but because of my best fren nye pasal.. sacrifice a bit lah..

me n gorgeous Rima!

Aft all the photo taking sessions, we went to the other hall where the Metro Crazy Sales gg on! Bought a couple of stuffs there. Mainly for office usage ah.. im way too fussy when comes to clothes so i rather not spend much there or else im ending up regretting it!

me n shalynn waiting for juli at Metro Sales!

CaN SomEoNE GiVe mE a KiT KaT.. i nEEd a BreAK!

2006-05-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

My week had been more busy than usual. Lot of reports need to prepare. Some docs need to get ready for new staff, interview new candidates & of course my non-stop complaints. I dont even have time to talk to my lovingly understandable fiance. I felt guilty though for neglecting him. I promised myself that i'll make sure find time with him. Pity him. But i've got no choice. Need to stabilise everything at work & that means knocking off quite late.

Had outing with the usual mates. Ate sushi again.. mmm yummy. Finally i got my salmon sashimi.. yum2. In fact, thinking of it now makes me craving... wanting for more. C if i can grab my time to dine at Sakae tomorrow.

Saw the advertisement on the papers abt the wedding exhibition. Had plans to go down there despite the long journey which makes me feel sick! What da ya think?? I have to travel from 1 end to the other. Well.. gotta sacrifice a lil cause it's part of my wedding planning anyway. Meeting up Shalynn tomorrow with my sis-in law 2 b. Head rite up to expo. It's been a while since we last met up with each other. It's gonna be a really laughing ride with these 2 crazy babes i have in tow! Hahaz..

Happy holiday people! Cheers!

LaBoUr HoLidAy

2006-05-01T21:40:00.001+08:00

Woke up late today.. really late. I didnt realised cos i think i was damn shagged. Usually by 9 i'm fully awake but today it's past 12 and im still like a walking zombie. So i do my stuffs had my breakfast cum lunch. Ate the cempedak muffin which my mummy-in law gave it yest. It's simply delicious & irresistable. Thot of having another but full-stop cos im on diet.

It's cloudy today & i thot that i might just spend the day at home but on the other hand i want to spend time with hubby cos we're soo busy last few days n don actually have time for each other so we went out. I need to get some stuffs too. Fetched him at GM then head to Marina. Think Marina gg to be my sec fav plc. Y? Cos all my fav boutiques are all there of course! Hubby's eyes kept on itching till i cant feel at ease. N soon his eyes becomes swollen. Not sure y. I wanted to get him eye-mo but he insist. He just kept on covering his left eyes. Pity him. So i quickly get my stuffs, had dinner at Delifrance(both of us are famished) & head home.

A BuSy Week...

2006-04-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

Over the last few days, i have limited time for myself. Or shld i say barely have anytime for myself. Knock off late to finish some stuffs. Interview new candidates. N thank god that she's coming in this tues so i can have less thought of having shortage of staffs.

On fri was busy shopping some snacks & choco stuffs for the gubahan. Saw my old friend who is 7 mths pregnant. N woh! She put on weight. I have this fret feeling each time i think of getting pregnant. Not cos of i'm afraid of being in labour. I want to experience it when the time comes of course but on the other hand, the thing i'm afraid of when being pregnant is i'll put on weight. Gosh! I cant imagine being in that state. I'm pretty sure every min i will be soo stressed up each time seeing myself in the mirror after giving birth. But i will try to maintain a healthy diet so it wont affect the lovely baby.

Some of the gubahans...

gubahan from da girl's side

Niwae, sat & today being the most busy day. Went to hubby's plc yest to help do the gubahan rite aft work & went back abt 10? Was damn shag yest. Today in the morning, got up early to collect some stuffs & head to hubby's plc again. By then it was 1215. Got to make up my sis-in law & cuzzies, Ayu. It was totally a last min thing. Dressed up & pick up the gubahan & head to the girl's plc. Seriously im really curious who this girl is. Haven got the chance to see her face 2 face. So today is the day that i finally see her. Hubby was the videoman today & as for me.. im the photographer. So sweet arent we?

emm?? guess which is mine?

e gorgeous babes... arent we stuck up?!! hee...

the crazy us & stress adik ipar ku!

n.. that's her...

me with ayu

aling n me

No wat!! Ade ke dorang said my face is a cut & paste??!!! Kuangasam tul! Niwae i forgot to update the date on my digi cam so that's y the date on the pix is outdated.. haha

n the yummylicious choco brownie!

Last but not least... the babes.... the crazy in laws...

Beautiful Memories...

2006-04-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

I've packed all the necessary stuffs that i needed for the occasion. In a big box & 2 paper bags. Glam up myself cos i have a date with him & called for a cab. Did i mention glam?? Gosh.. can u imagine with all that looking glam look, i have to carry that big box(it's nt tat heavy lah...) with my handbag on my left hand & the other with the 2 paper bags. I can tell u its's SO UNGLAM! Anyway it's just for a short distance which is under my void deck then i wait for the cab. The friendly merc uncle was extremely nice. He helped me carry all the stuffs & put it in the boot & head to GM.

Hubby was still asleep when i reached there. N my Juli is nt ard. I was greeted by azman(his younger bro) sleeping in the living room... i was like astaghfirullah kat situ jugak! I've known his family for nearly 5 yrs but still got this malu2 kucing in me... haha.. niwae i kept still at hubby's room. This time he's fully awake. Think the excitement conversation btw his future wife & mummy in law woke him up lah... sorry sweetie!

me & him??

This pic we took when i was 17?? That was long man... our sweet love.. teenage sweet love that brought us together til nw.. n hopefully it will last forever baby!

YiPPie! Foooyooh... Phew....

2006-04-22T16:06:00.000+08:00

Been busy with work. I've been knocking off late this few wks to clear all my stuffs. This week had been kinda hectic as usual but i foresee that my workload are gg to ease a bit & somehow that nw my staffs are getting the hang of it except for the temps. Aarrghhh! i've yet to fix that!

YiPPie!!! After all the effort that i put in my job... it's been worthwhile. I've... been.. promoted!! Syukur alhamdulilah. Thanks to my manager as well for having faith in me & giving me this opportunity - i wont let u dwn babe! N this also means that i gotta work extra hard & more responsibility. Nyai & bibik was soo delighted!

Fooyooh... Gotta attend to meetings.. rush here & there. N there are times when my staff called me 1 shot & talking at the same time! Gosh.. this gonna make me go bonkers but HEY so far im able to manage aite.

Phew! Had a lunch meeting with my big big boss & 2 colleagues. I'm feeling a bit awkward lah. Not used to it maybe. Went to a posh thai seafood restaurant & had a sumptous meal. Mmmm.. I'm feeling hungry nw.. But gotta control it. I'm on a strict diet!

Me & fiance went to book for our studio photography on wed. We're all excited & yes sometimes things can get pretty stressful when preparing for the big day. But i'm looking forward for it!

OLd MaTes... AiTe Mates(aussie slang)

2006-04-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the day that i will remember where most of my pri sch frens united.. i found some of my old mates on frendster & nw i cant believe it im chatting with them... internet brg us back together & i thank god for that also. Really brg us back where we used to be in pri sch. N got to know that another mate is attach to 1 of my gdfren in the same class as mine! haha... Guys hopefully we can meet up 1 day to catch the old times but i bet that we're gonna feel a lil awkward?

Think gonna spend the whole day at home. Hubby was busy with his new xbox games that we bought yesterday. I haven got the chance to play my games yet cos my bro was using it. Niwae i got my hands loaded with my wed magazines(again??!!)... yea i know.. that's gonna be 1 hot topic for my blog entries for nw... hahaha

NoT mY dAY

2006-04-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hey... been to work today. Somehow i feel rather sleepy today maybe due to staring too lng at the laptop? Cos im totally freak out when i tried to make enq abt wedding videography & got the bad news that they're fully book! Punye lah sedih & gementer u! So aft the called, i went straight to my laptop & start searching like a crazy women. Im soo afraid that on my wedding day i cant find gd videoman to capture the beautiful moments of us being upgraded status to lawfully husband & wife! My big fat wedding..

Oh today's a bad day for me. So many escalation on complaints and i gt no choice but to handle it though im nt in the mood today. Im not being attentive & worse still i have to get my staff to repeat a few times cos all i heard was them mumbling all the way abt all the nasty cust! Apology ppl.. hahaz.. I was on the line with 1 nasty biatch(she admits herself) who keeps on yadaking all the way. Spend almost 1 n a half hr trying to solve her issue but in the end aft all the yadaking.. i still cant get wat's she wants.. Believe me.. this time round im fully awake & yet i couldnt understand what the sh**t that she wants! I have to convince her that my AM will call her back & that phrase been repeating for 10 times??? before she cld actually put the damn bloody cradle dwn! Guess today's nt my day..

But not for long.. later part in the evening met up with hubby. It's was raining heavily & my eyes are soo sleepy. I thought of gg out tomorrow cos it's really a sleepy day & im in the mood for sleeping especially this kinda weather. So fetched hubby at his plc.. today we head dwn to suntec to grab some discounted x-box games. We both are hard-core gamers.. Dont believe me?? Well yes lah i am but also depends on my mood & time.

Hubby knows that im starting to fret abt our videoman. So i told him that since we got ample time before our movie starts, y not we go scounting ard the bridal shops. Thot that he might nt agreed but yes lah.. we went. All we want to find is a videoman but most of the bridal shops there dont offer that service alone. Most comes together in a package until we head to 1 shop. It's a chinese owner but the boutique is quite famous among the malays here( i didnt notice the name of the boutique at 1st til the sales guy told me then i was like.. oh! i know this! heard it in majalah perkhawinan)! hahaha.. blur lyea. Their work is amazing. I like their creative touch and their package quite attractive too. Hubby seems interested but the thing is we both dah book mak andam lain.. but who knows.. maybe we might have 2?? haha.. tgk lah budget mcm mane.

My eyes are feeling heavy. Gotta go & get some rest here. Tomorrow continue my search again. Gd nitz... Cheers!

VIDEOGRAPHER - UrGeNTLy NeeDED!

2006-04-14T13:47:00.000+08:00

Hey babes/dudes.....

Im looking for a wedding videographer. Tried a few places but they seem to be fully book. Anyone knows of a gd experienced videographer pls tag me. My big day will be in Dec '06. N ya i know it's the popular mth bt pls... whoever know of 1 let me know ya! Lastly.. enjoy the holiday n wkend ppls!!! Cheers!

Holiday!

2006-04-14T11:31:00.000+08:00

I needed a break from all those complaints & some stuffs here n there at the office. Dont get me wrg though.. i love my job despite all those complaints i received. It gives me a feeling of satisfaction to be able to solve their problems & to give them a sastified conclusion & to make them happy at the end of the day. Some are really appreaciative and will thank you thru out the conversation & there are some who totally inhuman at all who cant just say the word 'thank you' at all aft what we had done for them & would just hang up the phone. Now i hate the latter. Im not sure what happen to the Singaporeans nowadays. They're somehow lacking of courtesy. For an example.. if you walked ard orchard & happens that someone bump onto you, they would either walk off or sometimes if you unlucky they might just stare & you as if u're in the wrong plc! I'll bet u'll seldom get a chance to hear the word 'sorry'. Compare now to 8-10yrs ago.. what happened to the image of Singapore who used to be courteous? Give a thought abt it.

Last Sat me & hubby went to catch a movie at our usual plc. Where else? Cineleisure lah. My fave plc. We're regulars there & i bet that the counter staffs recognised us. We watch Keeping Mum starring Rowan Atkinson(Mr Bean). It was hilarious. The cinema was filled with non-stop laughter. Initially i thought that the show was kinda boring but my perception was wrong. So babes, it's recommended!

Think i'll be at home the hold day... yippie! It's raining heavily. I donno y i just love the rainy day.. staying at hm.. infront of the laptop.. hot choco.. mmmm yum2! N speaking abt choco.. Cheryl & V planning to go for the chocolote buffet at The Fullerton. Guess i'll have to be on a diet for this 2 wks before i get to lay my hands on the yummiest chocolate buffet ever!

Missing Aussie Babe!

2006-04-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

Finally i get the chance to knock off early today. Adeq waited for me to finish some stuff & off we go. It was a relief for aft i left the bldg. All worries gone for the day & will be back tomorrow.

Im really glad that the bloggies chatters are active again. Chat with some of the bloggies remind me of old times. Though it was almost a yr ago since we last chat, it really brg gd laughing remedies when one is really stressed out beside my retail therapy(well of course! i cant resist that). Mira & Lynn... korang nie rabak tau! Aku ade lah rush balik umah nak continue chat. Korang plak lesap. Takpe! We'll chat again tomorrow provided kalau aku free n no complaints ye! Oh Lynn... jgn lupa dinner appt kita tu.. Bila agaknye eh??

Im missing someone whom i treat her like my own sis. Amira, also known as Hamitaro(cos she eat like hamster.. soooo cute!). Been wanting to msg her for a lng time & finally today i got the chance to get my hands on my laptop. Wondering hw she's doing nw. Babe if ya happen to read this where ever u are in Aust, im missing ya. Msg me wen ya free k. N when's ya next vacation? Coming to s'pore? Hope we cld meet up someday before i chg my status ya. Take care hami!

Here are some pixs i took when i met V the other day at the cafe... Slacking ard!

L & V

V dazing away... she'll always act like this rite aft dinner!

my quick reaction when noticing V taking pic again turns out to this!

Oh! Did i mention that me & V both are vain port! Hahaha.. And it's soo suprising that we share the same taste in fashion & life experiences. Someone missing in the pix. Cheryl.. Sorry sweetie. I got some prob uploading it up. We'll take more during our outings ya. N ya.. the chocolate buffet outing is playing ard in my mind. Cant wait!

Im off now. Gotta call my sweetie hubby. Have a nice wkend everyone!

PiSSEd!

2006-04-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

Busy again at work as usual. Im being my own boss again. Thot that with this new superior it would chg the whole system. Bt i was wrg indeed. Nt like wat my manager promised me. But im being optimistic. I don want cos of him, i'll burn my spirit dwn. I'll will try my best to be strong infront of the others cos i know very well they all depends on me alot n if i ever to give up, they will lose out n i dont wish that to happen. N complaints is the other thing. Im handling all that sh**! N my TL just shake leg n brg back 2plus 3k! Gosh! Im really2 pissed. Im doing his bloody sh** while he enjoys himself. Wat's the point of having a TL if he cant provide us support & achieve optimum results that we ever discussed before! Duh!

Wanna forget abt wat happened at work for nw.. Few days ago met up with V. The last time we met was like 4 mths ago. Though before our separation in search of a better career prospect, we did promised each other to keep in touch. But time separates us. We're too busy with our own stuffs bt we did our best n we finally met up. Head to our usual cafe at clementi. Lipter, the owner, was always friendly n keep calling us 'gorgeous ladies' with his ang moh slang(think he lived some foreign countries for 10 yrs so tat explain it). Had our usual stuff.. OrEO VanILLa with strawberry.. emm yum2! N chat for 5 hrs! Sure got lots of stuffs to talk abt! Haha..

Well my lovely babes & dudes(if there's any.. haha), my charming eyes r already half the lid.. will close any moment nw.. tomorrow gotta handle all the sh** again. So i gotta take some rest nw. So u ppl have a early nite! Enjoy ya day tomorrow! Cheers!

Gee.. grin Im Back Again!

2006-04-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

Been missing for a lng lng time.. heee.. Lot of things happening ard me. With hectic schedules, trainings, meetings.. blah.. blah... What i've been up to lately? Cant recall all though but here are just some happy & sad stuffs that happened to me...

I've finally quit my Citibank job. Really gonna miss my boss & lovely colleagues(as always) who rock the office! Im soo touch during my last day.. Didnt expect my boss to give me a bouquet... of bear.. damn cute. N coincidently, my colleague's also happenned to be last day so she got the same thing except that it's in pink! Nearly broke dwn into tears when leaving. N this damn cool boss still got the chick to ask me.. 'Lyea... last day ah.. gg back already.. nvr cry meh???' Duh! wat a question! Of course lah sad dude bt trying to tahan u no! Bt kan... in the end.. some tiny droplets of water starting to fill up my charming eyes.. haha.. Condensation take plcs in the inner part of my body.. haha.. (crapping again!)

some of the gifts from citibankers

1 of the wkend i was babysitting this little cutie pie. He's soo irresistable, charming, cheeky & full of laughter. He's my kakak sedara baby(nephew lah tu). Addy Zacqary. He'll just loves to mumble on his own n loves attention. Try to get away from him n he'll just show tat sad face.. Took him to my fiance's plc. Habis lah.. kena keje ngan my mom in law n sis in law 2 be.. Hubby was soo fatherly! n guess wat.. some hintings dah on the way.. Just look at 'my' cute little angel.

at 3 mths

at 6 mths (c he's watching tv.. mcm paham je! he loves music videos)

And guess wat! Went for the marriage course n got this already!

GoSH! WeDDiNg BeLLs RiNGiNG??!!!

2006-03-07T09:17:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! Been M.I.A for a while. What else if it's nt work! Been busy with paper.. paper n more paper! N always ending up quite late. So this is what you get if u're working in the banking sector. But nt for long.. hee.. I'm gg to leave soon. (Again???) Nah.. I'm nt a job hopper. I'm always loyal to the company that im working for. It's just that i want to gain more experience in a different sectors. Well, i'm gg back to my previous company. Oh i just love the environment & the colleagues there. They're wonderful ppl except for the 1 of management which is real sucky. My ex boss called me up asking me to come back cos they had chg management n they need ppls. I was really happy of cos! So hopefully i'll be back there nxt wk n will be actively blogging again cos there's no more restrictions on using the net..

In the midst of all those hectic schedules, im also busy preparing for my.... BIG DAY!!! Hell ya im exhilirated abt the whole thing. N im the planner as well. So imagine the stress i have to go thru to get all the infos for me n baby bt it was really fun. I got a helper as well.. my best buddie, my planner.... Shalynn! Thx for help babe.. bt still got loads to do with the prep! So far alhamdulilah. Everything almost done except some minor stuffs. N can u believe it my wedding will be end of the yr bt i'm a lil kiasu lah.. Book cepat2! Or else u'll gonna miss all the gd stuffs! Need to get videoman. Nt sure which is the best. Thx for your recommendation roxywahine. I'm still scouting ard. So if there's anyone of you out there knows a gd videoman.. tag me ya. Thx.

Wokay lovely bloggers.. gotta go! (Cos im sneaking ard again!) Hope to update ya soon. N Lia (mcm calling my own name seh.. excpt that it spells out L.Y.E.A.), sorry have nt link u yet cos my hm pc still dwn. C went im free i'll link up ya.. Cheers!

VaLEnTiNeS DaY

2006-02-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

Been away for a lng time now.. My pc was dwn again so that's explain the sudden disappearance of the GLaM CHiC (perasan betul aku nie!) Lots of things happened ard me while my pc crash & i hate it! I cant post all those juicy stuffs! Well i might recall some of it & will update on the later entries.

Oh! Babes & hunks! Happy belated valentine's day! Ya might think im gg bonkers ya? It aint wrg to wish anyway. So hw's da dae? I've always wanted it to be like this scenerio... I'm working n gg to knock off soon and receive a call from my loved one that he'll be meeting somewhere far from my work plc.. agreed to where we're meeting up i took the lift dwn to the lobby.. once im out i saw lots of ppl carrying stalk of roses each and hw i wish at that very moment my baby was there! And then all these ppl who holding the roses starts to give me 1 by 1... n they all surround me like im like a superstar! then suddenly the piano (there's 1 piano in the lobby) play very nice romantic tune n then the crowd starts to lose out n rite in the middle of the lobby was my baby bend on his knees with very large bouquet of flowers with a ring in the middle n rite there he purpose to me.. then we head to sentosa for our sky dining while watching the sunset! Oh hw romantic.. and a lil exaggerate! C hw romantic i am ya... In reality, i just had dinner i with my baby n gave him the gift that i bought. He bought me something as well. Walked ard n head hm.. Although my v day is nt like i had mention above, im contented with all the things that he did to me! Love you baby!

ShOppiNg again.. again.. n again...

2006-01-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

Been busy for the last few days.. went back late, tired, lack of sleep BUT additional clothing adds up to my collection! Ha! Not really busy with work bt SHOPPING.. yea 3 consecutive days.. imagine it. I'm a true shopaholic who just cant get enuf. My shopping babes are kinda give up on me cos im a true fashion freak, choosy, perfectionist n on top of that i can just spend an hr or 2 in just 1 shop! Haha... Those who had been my shopping victims, i apologised for such a lng wait.. hehee!

gotta have tis..

Yest was out with my baby.. who else than my lovely fiance! Went to Tangs cos i got free vchs given by my company (damn! they are damn rich.. imagine u gotta give $150 or more vchs to more than 1000 ppl??). Need to get my compact powder cos running out of it. Head straight Chanel.. n baby's eyes was abt to pop out of the socket.. reason?? I spend abt more than 600 bucks just a couple of mths ago for my make up thingy n here i am again to splurge.. sorry baby.. i just cant resist.. bt anyway i got the vchs so no worries! But i didnt spend it all. Thinking of getting something for him bt there's nothing nice there. N i rarely go to Tangs cos their stuffs there are quite limited.. u can easily find me ard Taka.. oh i love that plc! Went to Swensons again.. for dinner.

us while waiting for seats.. (sempat eh!)

Thot tat we cld catch a movie bt the shows are mostly fully book so end up we walked ard.. Meet up with his sis n head hm.. Hm.. im feeling a lil tired bt at the same time feeling like posing inf of my cam phone.. so here's the outcome!

the un-glam background.. bt i don give a damn! i'll pose anywhere.. ;p

sweet me!

wat else can i say! i love cameras..

Why? Hw? When? Where?

2006-01-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

Why? Been asking myself y the B n B are being soo secretive abt the whole matter. For goodness sake! The whole world already knew abt the bloody thing that's happening. Wondering when will they ever face reality. It was really funny to look at the way they react.. HAHA.. it's kinda loopy. N another thing, I hate ppl who make up stories to gain sympathy?!! Not sure if it's real or nt. But my instinct tells me that it's totally a fake. N i'm telling u.. yeah U! that I'm the last person that u might want to kid with. I wont be fool with your foolish games. Oh wateva!

Hw? Think i'm spending again.. Pls tell me hw am i gg to stop all my shopping sprees?? I cant help it. My hand just kept on itching. Like today. i'm suppose to chill out with Joey at Starbucks a while. So i decided to head to Raffles City (cos im bloody tired with Marina & Suntec). Instead of heading straight to Starbucks, we head to Robinsons. Initially i wanted to get my Chanel lipgloss bt end up heading to M.A.C. N splurge 100 bucks. Oh lyea, when will u ever stop getting things which r unnecessary? Gee.. i felt guilty cos i bought something that i dont really need at the moment except for lipgloss. Hw?

When? Where? In the office, we've been talking abt our wkend getaway. The problem lies is when r we heading n where. Redang? Tioman? Phuket? Bintan? Port Dickson? Desaru? Babes, pls make up our minds. Really.. cos it's been almost a mth nw n yet we still in vain.

Brighter Day?? Hopefully...

2006-01-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

Today like any other day i'm loaded with paper work. Wonder when will it ever end. N it's just coming every min every sec.. Time are soo limited. Hw i really wish that i cld freeze the time like one of the movies.. ClockStopper. I can just take my own sweet time to finish up my work w/o worrying abt the time and by the end of the day i finished my job n knock off on the dot! Life would be wonderful... ya rite! Unrealistic at all.. Well some time, u need to imagine some stuffs that u already no it's nt gonna come true... daydreaming!

I'm finding myself to be more calm than the days before. N i really hope that i'll stick to it. It has been hard for me so it's time to relax a little. Oh, wondering where's my wkend getaway getting on.. Babes, we're only left with 2 more wks to prepare! So pls finalised on where we're heading to ya.. Been realising something too.. Having a pretty bad mood swing this few days n i think baby is kinda pissed with me.. Sorry dearie i really didnt mean to bt hey u r in the same shoes at times. ;p

ExpecTed...

2006-01-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Just like what i've envisaged and it really happens in spilt secs. I'm nt that shocked cos i knew it was coming all alng.. my instincts are all rite.. nt a single 1 disappoint me! Bt just a lil pissed and really heart breaking.. I still cant believe that the biatch was actually doing it.. rite behind my back! Still remembered the remarks she cast on ... Wat can i say more.. I'm just waiting for her to finally tell me the truth.. Can sense she's feeling a lil guilty nw bt biatch like her dont really have any face niwae.. Im just leaving the way it is n let nature takes it's course. So we'll shall c where it ends.

Today is really nt a gd day i shall say.. Monday blues? Maybe. Work, im totally too tight up. Got to multi-task. By the end of the day im exhausted. I nearly fainted while walking towards the company's shuttle bt luckily i manage to grab a seat (unless there's some cutie pie ard then maybe pretend to faint..? hehe.. dream on babe!). N then there's another issue.. is it fair enuf to get blame aft u've done so much to get some important infos? Hate it when someone's nt appreciative enuf for wat i've done.. nt even a 'thank u' bt just harsh words to leave me feeling down the whole day.

I think i really need a break.. Some wkend getaway? Maybe.. So ppl ya feeling me? Let me no. Cos i really need 1 badly.. desperately.. in need to get out of here..

Nice Wkend BUT ...

2006-01-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

I've been wanting to stay at hm for at least for 1 wkend & finally i got it! Hee.. I've been slacking at hm for the pass 2 days n i'm enjoying it! Been pampering myself from top to toe.. having enuf of my beauty sleep which i really missed.

In a midst of pampering myself, out of the blue im thinking of someone whom im quite close with. That was the very last thing i had in mind to think about bt i just let my mind linger on. I really hate for wateva she's doing n i don really give a fuckin care if she's reading this cos i want her to know that im nt tat dumb nt to no wat's happening ard me. Call me blondy or bimbo or wateva u like bt the fact is im nt wat u think i am. The fact that i'm acting dumb n pretending nt to know wat's happening ard me. But hey babe! i got eyes to c n ears to listen it's just tat im not blowing it off yet.. U wanna play so welcome to my world n i'll play ur game n ya shall c when the games over, i've got nothing to lose. N oh, did i ever mention to u that this had been gg ard my world for dunno hw many times n im kinda get used to it. Hypocrites tat's wat best describe u. So pls, just cut the craps on acting sweet infront of me cos it's really making me wanting to puke!

ChAnGEs iN mE

2006-01-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

2006! A new yr... a new life... Hoping for a gd yr ahead of me.. bt for a start, it hasnt been gd for me.. been worrying abt alot of stuffs.. shld say tat im utterly under stress!!! Im nt being the 'usual' me. Something change which im nt quite sure abt it. I've breached some rules i've set or promise nt to do so.. bt who gives the fookin' abt it aniwae.. ha.. got a new nick from my lovely peeps.. bimbo?? yea.. cos of my hair or my fookin' style..

I've been pampering myself alot.. wat i mean izz tat i pampered myself too much than before. My shopping spree is instantly increasing despite my tight bugdget for this yr.. spa-ing.. mani-pedi.. well almost everything.. top to toe.. bt then again.. who the hell really gives a fookin' care abt tat ya!

Work has been pretty stressful too... my big lady boss had been bugging me for the lawyer's acct thingy n it's damn irritating. There was once that she really get on my nerves n i gave my usual bitchy look at her n she gave me this very long stare at me! oh wat the heck!! helo... if ya thing ya wanna continue that prolong stare.. i welcome it n i think that we shld get out of the office n finish the hell out BUT being professional n trying to keep my cool, i just gave her the most unpleasant smile ever n just walked away.. i think the whole office heard our conversation cos once she starts to open up her mouth it's as gd as u're switching on ur home theater n turn the vol up to the max! However my the other boss, he's very nice towards me. He will make sure that im alrite... check on me if im overloaded with work cos if yes, he'll help me get a back up. Aint he sweet! He got me a new desk too.. sitting beside 1 of the cutest guy in the office.. i'm sensing tat some green eyes ard me... my colleagues gt all over excited knowing that im sitting beside him.. haha.. i no wat u're thinking..

So this is it.. my new life.. new nick.. blonde bimbo?? wateva girls.. speaking of blonde... i aint a dumb blonde bimbo ya... esp to someONE who might be reading this... i no wat ya did last wkday... to all, i'll relate this experience of mine which i've been gg through for donno hw many times on my later entries.. for nw, enjoy ya wkend n life to the fullest!